what a holiday i've got here!
next week starting school with packed up days of lectures and tutorials. (so not looking forward to it..)

- did a month of recuitment officer in AIA calling up ppl and getting hanged up calls.
- few weeks of slacking.
- 1 week of working in sakae sushi @ wheelock
- many many weeks of working hard on the storybook (Ranger Greger The forest saver) - slogged for it at Riverwalk.
- a couple of days as an EXTRA for kelvin sng short film (The Gang)

so far so good, interesting and good!
hahaha, many many new experiences in this holiday!
Knowing how to work as a boring Office Girl.
Knowing how to work in Sakae.
Getting the new experience of writing a storybook for kids (TEDIOUS!!)
and OF COZ! getting the experience to get involved in a short film.

getting changed into 1970's outfit. (obiang)
waiting for the crew to set up... (which is FOREVER)
getting to know really really nice people
getting to see how real acting is, and getting to SEE PPL THAT ARE ON TV in real life. hahaa
getting into fights SO FAKELY, especially with HEELS and RUNNING DOWN THE SLOPE to gang fight.
and sometimes, an EXTRA can really totally an extra figure.

i was too lazy to take photos, but it's really a good experience. something fresh and new. Must really thank Sarah for this opportunity to open up my eyes. =)

so yeap, ending of holidays, chionging of new semester.
all the best!!

*ps. if got any lobang can call me. i need money. =D

Just got back from SD Sembawang Pri 5 camp..
i feel that a lot is on my mind. But i just cant clear them out totally now.
this is only my 2nd camp with SD as an instructor, and all i can say is I've learnt a lot that cant be taught on books.
so yea.. training up confidence and language skills. command and control. as well as totally what's within. HA.
generally, this group is a lil more fun than the last one that i had, but kids being kids.. haha.

cultural mandate is the phrase.

well, last week had something as exciting as the camp as well, NIGHT CYCLING AT UBIN!
haha, it was with TPAC.. the experience i had there was surprisingly encounters. =)
encounters with the revelation, encounters with sand flies, encounters with building a small shelter outside smelly toilet while raining.. and many more..

some how, adventures are in my blood.
TOTALLY LOVING IT. =)

i'm sorry if i've hurt you in any ways, you know who you are.
my id says I WANT, but my ego says I CANT.
i cant, and i dont want to place myself in the situation where things are affecting my emotions negatively.
the set of values that belongs to be is very important, i wont do anything that disagrees with it. period.
SO, forgive me for hard feelings, and i guess i wont tell you anything. For now.

oh gosh, second time blogging this.

anyway, what i was trying to blog just now was that...
i think i dont need self actualization right now, but i think i need more of self identity. hahaha..

i dont think that trying to find your self identity is emo, esp for a Christian. really.
if ppl thinks that getting self identity is emo, then you wont want to touch about this issue/topic, and till the end of the day, it do more harm than good for you.

I've seen some examples myself that those dint really find their self indentity during their teenage years struggles a lot when they step into adulthood.
i dont wanna be like that.
hmmm, for now, i guess that trial and error is what i can do right now.
i think im still having the "not here not there attitude and character". hahaha.
i need to have more stand and to identify my character and personality!

and yes! i've fulfilled my intrinsic motivation today! hahahaha!
swimming does make me feel good, thus it's intrinsic okay. LOLs.
it's been long since i've touched chlorine water, and i did today!
muahahhaa. swam with the guys. and i dint expect Joseph to be as good as me! =P
hahhaa, hope to swim more often!
exercising makes me forget the world to live in my own world. haha

alright alright, i guess enough blogging for now, and MOVE ON TO WORK!
I'VE BEEN SERIOUSLY PROCRASTINATING LIKE CRAP!
ppl started studying for test alr. but i still havent touch my acwriting!
=P DO DO DO!

i wanna sleep!!!

premarital sex is giving me dark eyes circles!!

ohhs, i mean the topic of informative speech on premarital sex in public speaking module. haha
counsultation in few hours time.. and i'm only half way through

*a lesson learnt = dont start your work too late, else you cant finish = dark eyes circles.
=)

I think i can consider this week to be rather slack. haha
or Is it having a different mindset really make a difference?

like what is on my msn display, "Stress Lies in the Eyes of the Beholder"..
it's really true. =)

anyway, had Psych Magic presentation today. totally had no idea what was i talking about..
but i think our group really did a great job on that. the whole project took a few months, and it meant that this comes to a stop for Foundation Psychology A.

... ... i'm not really looking forward to FPsych B.
Ms Elizabeth Tan not gonna tutor my class liao.. a new tutor. -.- (no comments, our class knows it ourselves).
ironically, i think i'm gonna enjoy development psych in FPsych B.
ha, human minds are just complicated.
the tutorial on stress was so cool man. Ms Tan actually put us into the mode of relaxation. but i just felt like laughing. HAHA.

OH OH!
Ms Tan told me that i've gotten the MCYS scholarship.
HUH!! they dint have interview, dint see my port folio, and gave me the scholarship.
that's what i call having the grace of God upon me, and also MCYS having the faith in me that i'll pass my course. HAHA. (when my grades of my papers are all the last in class).

cool cool, i gotta finish my thesis paper and ANOTHER journal log by sunday.
and Special Occassion Speech by thurs. (memorize!)
so yea, the thesis paper and SOS are quite heavy papers.. =D

Here i am, back at the same place, on the same seat, doing the same thing.
=)
so where am i???

haha, National Library. Trying to do research and draft for my 2,500 words thesis paper.
LOLs.
i should have started earlier lor. given my personality, sure side track de. (like now). =P
yea, i'm learning alot from the researching that i've done so far!
i finally understood why different people act differently for their romantic relationship. HAHAs.
and and! why the teens are behaving the way they are. =)

thank God i took FNN last year. though i've forgotten what i've researched about,
but it's the skills that helped me alot!

okok, i have 3/4 more to go! *cross fingers and praying hard* that i'll complete them by tmr.. and have time to chiong for journal logs.
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU.

yea, here's some pictures uploads from camp!

This shield cost some of us 2 whole days of sleep!!! But seeing it so glam, it's kinda worthwhile!

LOLs, the master art piece of Clara's and KitMeng's work! the details like hair, was really great!

I can say this is the combination work of bel and myself! Abraham's leaving coz the there's too much blessings/riches for him to take. =D

"I will multiply your descendants like the stars of the heaven and the sand which is on the seashore!" Gen 22:17
Desmond did a great job in the FAITHFUL AND SACRIFICE AMBIGRAM! =D
Alex rocks! He've done it so detailed.. and i feel that this section is the best amongst all the 4 pieces of work!

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21/12/92
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