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Sunday, August 01, 2010
I think this is a week that can be recorded down right in here. =)
In my organizer, i only thought that this will be a hectic week, full of presentations, and deadlines.
But far from what i've thought, it caught me by surprise what this week can be, and i can say that i've been on a roller coaster ride.
when something UNUSUAL happened, it's of couse UNUSUAL.
but when this something unusual happened twice in a week, is it still unusual? haha, i speaking in parables.
In fact, this unusual thing had brought me closer to some people, and i suddenly felt like i loved HSS even more.
Indeed, it has been traumatizing, and i've been telling myself to guard my heart. trying all ways to make myself feel better, and has been meditating: for God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of peace, love and of a sound mind.
this has exposed me to many different faces of life, some may watch over you, some may empatize, some may not understand, and some scold and gave many comments. it suddenly feel that the human soul can be so fragile, but the Holy Spirit gives strength. Finding that place in your heart which you can call "my own" can only contain the Trinity.
I pray that I can forget and forgive, and move on without this burden in the heart. On the other hand, it has shown me that this is a trial that will make me stronger.
however, the stage i'm in right now, is just going CRAZY. i found myself saying and doing things which i've not in a long time. that's weird.
Anw, on another note. (it's a light and heavy note). I'm having mixed feelings of my social psychology lecturer leaving the school. I'm happy for him that he's going to the PM's office, yet, I dont want to lose a really knowledgable, awesome, incredible, handsome, sensitive lecturer. haha.
he's been so nice to the whole cohort, and has left his footprint in me.
his presence to me is like an anchor when the UNSUAL thing happened. He's so calm and knows what to do. Just totally admire him. Feeling =( and (= at the same time.
oh well, i can only wish him all the best and his endevours. :)
Looking forward to 21st Anniversary. :) definitely in for surprises and lots of love. and a place of healing of the heart.
I love City Harvest Church. :)
In my organizer, i only thought that this will be a hectic week, full of presentations, and deadlines.
But far from what i've thought, it caught me by surprise what this week can be, and i can say that i've been on a roller coaster ride.
when something UNUSUAL happened, it's of couse UNUSUAL.
but when this something unusual happened twice in a week, is it still unusual? haha, i speaking in parables.
In fact, this unusual thing had brought me closer to some people, and i suddenly felt like i loved HSS even more.
Indeed, it has been traumatizing, and i've been telling myself to guard my heart. trying all ways to make myself feel better, and has been meditating: for God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of peace, love and of a sound mind.
this has exposed me to many different faces of life, some may watch over you, some may empatize, some may not understand, and some scold and gave many comments. it suddenly feel that the human soul can be so fragile, but the Holy Spirit gives strength. Finding that place in your heart which you can call "my own" can only contain the Trinity.
I pray that I can forget and forgive, and move on without this burden in the heart. On the other hand, it has shown me that this is a trial that will make me stronger.
however, the stage i'm in right now, is just going CRAZY. i found myself saying and doing things which i've not in a long time. that's weird.
Anw, on another note. (it's a light and heavy note). I'm having mixed feelings of my social psychology lecturer leaving the school. I'm happy for him that he's going to the PM's office, yet, I dont want to lose a really knowledgable, awesome, incredible, handsome, sensitive lecturer. haha.
he's been so nice to the whole cohort, and has left his footprint in me.
his presence to me is like an anchor when the UNSUAL thing happened. He's so calm and knows what to do. Just totally admire him. Feeling =( and (= at the same time.
oh well, i can only wish him all the best and his endevours. :)
Looking forward to 21st Anniversary. :) definitely in for surprises and lots of love. and a place of healing of the heart.
I love City Harvest Church. :)
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