new blog skin. nice or not? sleep until 12.30pm today.
went to meet grp members. for POA project. by right today support duty de.. but cant go.
left earlier. went CG.. angeline came and join us. we had PM today. great presence.

went for prata after that. super lame. when going home, waited for the bus for donkey years. dumb.

i support SUN! i bought her album. :) the white colour version. i decided to bless someone else. hahas. saving more money to buy one for myself. i dint buy the last album. guilty. hahas. aiyo. financally so tight. but God asked me use the money to bless others. but i dont think i can fullfil my building fund. boohoo.

almost late for school today. dozed off during English lessons. she looks pretty normal today, but i still think she's not inside. it's the plan. it's coming. it's the day.

it's dumb. coz of two sneezes in the morning, caused me to blocked nose whole day. and look like i look very tired. anyway, GB, same stuff, nothing much. a bit mood swing today. dont know why. think coz of flu. planning for GB induction camp. something in the realm of spirit is changing. really hope for more openess in the girls. breakthru to GB will come.. and the most amazing thing is i just got changelled by Cindy like ytd? it's really great to see the sec 3s coming together and plan for camp and the sec 4 farewell.. i think the unity of GB is there. somehow lah. but the most impt thing is the officers. they're 'dead' so are we. oh ya. today got one new teacher with us. but apparently, she'll only be here like 7 more weeks? she's a training teacher from NIE.

dint go for sec 2 streaming talk. and everybody in the council that is there know that i'm sick. it's more efficent than a radio station. quite glad. at least got people care abt me. hahas.

tmr CG mtg together. with n338. looking forward to it. i love CG so much. hahas. tmr also got project. just hope that the guys will come. not much faith in them ... opps. hahas. but they did a great job in handling the interview of settlers. so proud of them! hahas.

it is another school day today.. looking at her, no longer crazy, no longer happy... well, it really breaks my heart, as a friend. i've been wanting to share with her the good news. but i just have the fear that i'll be rejected. it must be a 'confirm'. if not it'll will be tougher. these 3 months. my fishing rod is quite useful. but i wanna a net. the whole GB, for a start. it's also a challenge from Cindy. but there's another thing stopping. TMC. i WILL SURELY CAST MY NET OUT.

after school was speech day rehersal. i was the reserve today. great. after speech day went to PM. excited of coz. all my answers ARE all found in there. i think the basic thing i must do is the THANK HIM. for everything. good or bad. well, it was a great PM. i finally found it. this special reationship.. i've seen it in her. SUN HO. she's really the salt and the light of the earth. penetrating into China. this is one of the last place we wanna see the truth coming to pass. her new album, have touched many lives in Taiwan. her community work, have spreed through out China. in a way or another, somehow, saw that special relationship in the realm. God is really using her to open up door ways of China.
Pastor Kong as well, he have been preaching and preaching non stop. to share the Cultural Mandate. he comes back specially for PM today and is flying off back to taiwan tmr morning. again, he'll start his preaching. for more than 10 days. hope that he'll rest well tonight.

i've been trying and trying and trying. trying to get hold of things, to know the situation rite. but it seems that what ever i do, it doesnt work at all. i believe i can do it, but i just need somebody to hold on. i've found my hanging rod. MY GOD. He's the only one that i can feel safe with

live to fullest! 11:47 PM.

somebody complained that i nv update my blog. so no choice. to entertain her. VANESSA TAN PEI QI! these few days keep falling asleep in class. monday is the worst. slept almost thu' out the whole day. i even skipped recess these few days just to slp. i'm trying my best to slp early liao. but it's just not my timing. hais.

well, drill com has ended. but speech day rehersals have just began, or to say, ending soon. it's next week. so sian.
My POA project team keep complaining. there's nothing i can do. my schedule are all packed up. even when the time i can squeeze it out, they cant make it. guess tmr must tell mrs phua to extend date line.

i have good news. UNCLE SANATH MARC EE is coming back. miss him lots. next week got leadership training workshop with him. have faith in him that he can save everything, by the way it looks now. i look upon what i have but not what i dont have. but what's the thing i have? well, there's much to learn. it's a journey to be enjoyed..but i dont think i can. no much time left. started off well, i dont want to end it bad. i just dont like it. on the verge of decision again. it's all up to me. this TIE, really needs lots of responsibilty and effort to maintain it. but i just dont wanna be the same as any others.

above all things. tmr have PM at expo. i'm really hungry for Him rite now. just hope that Pst. Kong can bring us up to another level. of faith and spiritually. i really admire him. just to attend the PM tmr, he delibrately fly from taiwan back to Singapore. and he goes back again. he have been serving God for so long, and yet, his passion for people and for God is still there. he's really somebody that we shld look upon to.

tmr is another taxing day. after school speech day rehersal. then after that must rush to Attributes at Kallang. i'll rather go there than to go to JW church. i love the place, but it's so far away. but thank God that tmr PM is 7.45pm. if not sure no time.

EMERGE. is the only thing i look forward to so far. and EASTER of coz. Easter is just few weeks time. excited. EMERGE. A BANG BANG(big) thing. i wanna experience Him even more. i know His love for me will never ever change. looking forward to the word as well and all the fun that we're gonna have together. i missed it last year. due to some reasons. but i'm going to repay myself this year. turned away many things that are possible for me. CHINA, FRANCE, CONFERENCE. it's a good thing that i dint join POS this year. bad experience last year. many consquences follow suit. looking forward to EMERGE~

late for usher today.. abit lost lah. dunno what to do. a few not happy with my service.. just wondering whether am i right for usher. i never felt that it is my calling. but God immediately answer me.. he wants to mould me, teach me new and more things. see things in different aspects. and future more, it is Him that i am serving. of coz. i want the best for God. i am willing to do all things for Him. He put me there for a purpose. i am still discovering. i need more time to learn. to get a hang of things.

after service went recycling.. and help Wendy to clear delta arena. after that went to look for CG. sat at foodcourt quite long.after that set off to clarke quay.reached there like 3pm. waited for 1 and a half hour. went to riverwalk for brainiest youth. saw Nick at central(shopping mall) and at riverwalk he was the register guy. with his wife i think. i get to refesh his memory that he knew me. anyway, brainiest youth was tough lah. though it's 16 questions. but it's like OMG. i may have the chance to get into the semi finals. hahas. coz only less then 15 people attend. waited for Jo, Ron and Ivan. slpt at riverwalk. not nice. hahas.

actually wanna watch MR BEAN HOLIDAY. but all sold out. argh. then went for dinner. carls' junior. all the joke and crap all come out. yong wei stand up the chair fall back. gave that person eating at the other table shocked of his life. and he was laughing.

took train back home.
hahas. took time to develop my feelings for my BOYFRIEND(YONG WEI) cant believe it.

Question: how did lucifer fell from heaven? (ans: he tripped the rock from heaven and he fell)
What's the SI unit for lenght?(ans: seconds)
Who is the straighest man in the bible? (ans: joseph. God made a RULER out of him)

quite long nv blog liao. dont have the mood to blog...
i totally hate drill lor. it's so dumb. after tmr and that's it man. i'm definetly not staying till 4.30pm tmr. it's dumb plus stupid. just sit there wait for results.

i more and more dont like the new thing lah. it's not the same as before liao.. all of them are so eye soring. well, looks like i'm doing it all for the CCA points after all. it's not the same motivation anymore. just let me sit down. shut up and do nothing. um. he's coming back. so i think he'll salvage everything. just hope so. it's really saddening to see the few years of hard work of his to go down the drain lor. just hopes that everyone know what's what. or it's me that dont know what's what.

Kenneth asked me to dress better. thanks for ur comment. i'll see what can i do. not allowed to have contact lens, cant wear skirts. what to do?! starting to serve this sunday liao. just pray that wont have qing ming this week. cant afford it. cant back out on my leader lor. just pray.

and. if u are reading this which i dont think u are, pls note that you are not some Prime Minister. if you wanna talk to somebody, just call them. dont ask them to call you. you think you king issit? even a king call that person himself lah. so please. dont treat me like ur servant. even though i'm suspose to serve you. i'm sick of this lah. two year liao lor. cant you dial the numbers instead of me?!

today is definitely a taxing day.
went to school for extra lessons. and straight after that go for JLTC drill. then after that join CG for basketball.. i walk from serangoon central to the church there.. my legs break alr. then go Elijah's house for CGM. great CGM. but combine again with n338.

went to kovan KFC for dinner. saw Christiana. she shocked. hahas..
i laughed all the way lah. Cindy sitting in front of me.. lame until i stomachache. she love wearing double layer jackets. hahas. i think she have to buy a heater and put in her working place. Ivan said grace. he can do better. i know. but anyway.. it takes him great faith to say grace. jiayou ar.. future CGL. hahas

next week is youth edition. another taxing week. genting, retreat, drill practice, drill com, youth edition...blah blah blah.

tmr is last day of training. usher training. then after that i'll be an offical usher. hahas. Sy Roger coming tmr. cool.. i wanna hear his story. heard that he wanted to go for sex change. and he prayed that God will give him a sign if it's not God's will.. and so happen, he clinic that he's suspose to go for sex change close down. hahas. will be looking forward to tmr!

i'm starting to miss bro liao. nobody to fight with me. so sad. still must wait for another 2 weeks then he come back.

today first time making annoucement behind the popit. different from presentation on MT K. that time. presentation is spilt up to upper and lower sec.
almost all eyes fixed on me and Sarah.
quite nervous lah. but still okay.

i love Ms Tan lah. i've totally changed my perpective towards her alr. i think so far she's one of the best teachers. it's only two days after the SEC 3 camp. and she came up with a slide show for us. she's great. she kept us accompany almost thru out the entire camp.

today got back result slip. i failed english!!! cool rite. E8. overall, i got 60.5%. it's better than last year lor. still trying to get back on track. the chinese saying: it's easy for you to go stray within 3 days. but it's difficult for you to turn back in 3 years. quite please with my results. but i believe there's others that expects more of me.

i dont wanna go genting. there's so much to do. so little time to spend. but all i can is to organise my time wisely and properly. i wanna go "Encounter" on wed lah. but still at genting. then somemore still got EXCO retreat. the whole week packed alr. and somemore! still got drill competition. how i wish dont have to go. waste time and waste effort only. and then! still got Youth Edition. i missed last year.. becoz of genting as well. dont wanna miss this year. all i can go is for make up.. hais.

sec 3 camp. tiring. did abseiling, and charlie chaplain. both are challeging to me.
it's a nice camp, with great doms, great intructors and good food. hahas. once again, i challenged Bukit Timah hill. hahas. alot of MT K. memories came back. of coz, it's not as tiring as MT K.

there was abit of class bonding, even though most of them were lukewarm. my class is really blessed with a great form teacher. going where ever we go, doing what ever we do, she's always there. my class defintely have two great instructors. James and Hamili. they're totally awesome. if all camps are so fun and interesting, i dont mind going all of them.

Bro went to army. will defintely miss him alot.

tmr still got school. i guess alot people wont go.

another thing is... i dont know why he dont want us to go for RGS camp. they sent out invitation and expects us to go. but he dont want. there's nthing i can do.. let's hope for the better.

today went for usher 2nd training. today trainer is Juliana. she looks familiar, but just dont know where i met her. anyway, great session with her today. but today this the most times someone have held me in my life. hahas. like during service or before service, from area to another area, she will like hold my wrist and 'drag' me. think most people noticed me today. hahas.

today quite lucky. i was serving Bavo terraces. a group of taiwanese of like 90 came. so filled up ALL of the seats today. only left with 4 rows. my eye very tired. during service eye power alot. count count count. count the number of heads. need to make sure every seat is taken, as well as taking the attendance of this service.

after service went recycling. waist very pain. stand very long. and keep seeing the same bulletins over and over again. though they're nice. after that went to look for CG. Jasmine ask me go PM. went to riverwalk for PM. then after that take cab down to Orchard. i shouldnt have went in to K-box. it's just intro on Sun's new album. the person sitting beside me was like ' so touched' and she cried. hahas. i think i went to see many familiar faces and to get a poster. that's all. i went in.. then Pastor Yock Kiang was like using his eye power on me. he was sitting at the pool table. special someone. and after that Pastor Zhuang came in. he really new style man. with little little beard. think he nv see me lah.

after that went to look for Ronald they all at Taka. i think i'm the 'noob-est' person he'll ever met lor. i dont know where is taka, and i dont even know how to get there. no sense of direction. if put me in orchard, i think i'll just get lost there. but the good thing is i know how to get to mrt station. ahahs! went for dinner. Elijah crapped like dont know what.

tmr camp liao. now is like 11.30pm. and i still have pack my things lah. i hate packing and unpacking.

Leadership Conference. 101% sian.
i listen to the guy talk almost fall asleep. lunch is like dont know what.
and the worst part is drill.. i hate drill! keep turning and turning the opposite direction. like we're the robots.

The only time seems interesting to me is the games part. though it's nothing much, but get to know more people. and found out quite a number from chc.

went back school. alot people in school. Alumni people. all aunties and uncles. Npcc was there, Guzheng was there, Dance was there. and out of no where, sheena and Choo Guan also there. the girls like dont want to go. somemore not shy..walk into the hall. saw ms tan, mr teng, mr wong, ms lee, mr ang. almost all like nothing to do with Alumni lor.

tmr usher training 2. excited. but still dont know who is my trainer for tmr. hahas.
and tmr going to meet SUN! at cineleisure. cant wait!

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Kai Lin
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21/12/92
City Harvest Church
WR Zone
N346
Temasek Polytechnic
Psychology and Early Childhood Studies!

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