wah. was so emo today.
no because got anything.
coz i'm acting emo. hahas.

i tot i was late today.. but who knows.
north is always the earliest.
hahas. and jing yuan from south. lol.

yeah. yunting leg haven recover yet.
took over her.
hahas. was chionging liao dont know what.
but i think she chiong better. hahas.
north like so alone..
hahas. only 4 ppl turn up. still got wei pin.
the other cluster their leaders were there to direct leh.
even Edwin gotta wait for his west to come.
so good and commited leader. hahas.
here and there got leaders come and go.
like zhi peng, calvin choo. yeah.
hahas. we're so standing alone.
yeah. bee leng joined us after that. hahas.
i think south+east drama very good. very funny.
Daniel Ang like go cut the noob hairstlye. very funny lor.
hahas. yeah. and Gideon. trying to keep the 'Nokia' Hp.
and singing the 'one little umbrella' in hokkien. hahas.
dint manage to see west de.
but think they using trumpet. wah. hahas.

2 more days.. yeah. getting nearer and closer.
hope everyone will recover from their injury.
like yunting and her leg, joseph and his newly injured leg, kitmeng and his headache
and me with my back.
yup. hope to do up the 'shirt' by tmr.
i dont know how. but still gotta do it.
with velcro. wow.

shld such little things stumble my faith?
CERTAINLY NOT!
sure, will hang on and of coz, trusting in Him.

well, sorry cindy (lim)
i wasnt suspose to 'shout' at you today..
and i dint meant to.
if you'd listen the first few times i told you,
i guess i wont have to shout.
anyway, sorry if i've offended you.

ums. few more days.
to be specific, 5 more days.
so many things not done yet.
drama, deco, friends.
hope that wont let down the pst and zone.
hahas.
releasing whatever i have.
some people dont understand. i cant explain more.
but i'll look into myself. and see which are the areas that need improvement.
i'm not perfect. but i'm striving to be one.

MORE IS TO COME.

today was the earliest i go expo.
go with wendy and other 2 ushers.
went for group breakfast.
hahas.

svc was great. very good.
but i just feel a little tired. hahas.
but alpha A03 quite easy to do leh.
hahas.

had drama today.
south and east disappeared.
then only west and north there.
many went for baptism. so not many at the drama.
so happy for some people.
like Danielle, Gideon, Nicole, Jia Ying. hahas.
all from Bee Leng CG de.

Sandy was not here today.
but Kelvin was.
Edwin taught us how to act.
hahas. super drama. i laugh until dont know what.
yeah. showed to Kelvin.
He said not there yet.
lol. more drama. if Edwin acts all the role, sure DRAMA de.
ya. Kelvin also shared some things with us.
yeah. i agree to that. hahas.

Helping Lynn in decoration.
wah. test my creativity man.
ya. by right is Rae incharge.. but she wasnt there.
yup. let's bring it all out and UP!

CINDY!
she's on her way to China.
yeah. to conduct a camp there.
she'll be there for a week.
but seemed like she's going for a year. lol.
our CG went down to send her off.
it was meant to be a surprise to her.
but who knows, many people broke the flow.
-.-" but she pretends not to see it. hahas.
yeah. she's in China and we're in Singapore.
but we're doing the same things. hahas.
she wanna hear very good report! 60!60!60!
we went to popeye to eat. :)
great minds thinks alike.
wah. dinner time. kana suan by her. thanks.
i'm so honored to be suan by her. lol.

ums. moving higher.
taking higher ground.
rmb in june, i think.
i told wah ju i'll be more involved in CG.
and now, i'm like so devoted to CG.
she owes me a meal. hahas.
yeah. aiming higher liao.
after what Cindy shared at poyeye, i wanna reach it even more.

:) this coming week. 7 days away.
wah. i'm gonna chiong for it.
drama gotta be great. and of coz. the 60.
please. help me.. pray for more boldness.
i feel like letting Him down. coz i wasnt bold enough.
and 2nd sept is prelims for So You Think You Can Sing. hahas.
jia you jia you jia you

wah. went for drama pract.
we were so noisy outside.
then the president of research university of leadership keep asking us to keep quiet.
lol.
yeah. finally. wait for weiren to come.
then he call here call there. got room liao.
hahas.

yunting keep raping me lah.
rapist. later i got emotional wall.
lol. apparently, i'm acting main leading.
wah. keep asking me be emo.
i emo until very emo. lol.
then still must make me sing like the glass will break.
lol. think disturb south and east.
they running through the script. hahas. they got KFC! Kenny Francis Choo. hahas.
Daniel Ang is KFC. lol.

had lotsa fun. yeah. they yunting and joseph keep playing double role.
hais. NORTH AR! make yourself available lah!
yeah. south and east de drama also quite good.
hahas.

aiyo. then the end, junhui says wanna edit north de script.
and here i am.. preparing to do until dont know what time liao.
all the best for me. :)

:) i was so reminded of this. WYZ zone.
the times we had. the 3 days together. i miss the camp lots.
the fun, the joy, the persecutions, the missions.
most imptly, the PRESENCE. i oftenly come back to this point and reflect.
because of this touch. i'm there to go all out.
because of this touch, my life is transformed.
still vivdly rmbed what some of the leaders said.
Kelvin: Be strong and Never give up
Edwin: This sky is yours. are you willing to go all out?
Wei Ren: this generation is all that is left. are you willing to carry this burden?
Wei Ren: do you want the presence to be ankle deep, knee deep, waist deep, shoulder deep, or overflowing?

wow. God is strong. He brings me up. back to the first love, the first touch, the first breath, the first joy. :D

yay! finally complete the script.
Bee says it quite good. :)
PTL. stayed up until quite late..
then today keep dozing off in school.
wah. John they all call me 'sleeping beauty' liao.
-.-"

met up with north for drama.
was so sorry that they have to wait for me..
when to opp fullerton hotel. at the Lim Bo Seng memorial park there.
took us quite a bit time to start the ball rolling.
aiyos.
another prob. Main Characters dont wanna hold hands. dots.
i dont find fault in holding hands.
but.. think give them time to pack up their feelings first. :)
coz of this, everyone got so emo..
decided to end the day earlier than expected.
we were rather silent while walking to Central.

well, apparently, i saw something.
i looked up. abt 7plus.
there's still some clouds in the sky.
abit reddish, purplish..
and it struck me. looks like when Jesus was baptized in the Jordon river, heaven opened above Him and there's a dove coming down.
and that's what exactly i saw.. heaven opening.
it was a small opening. just lack of the light. hahas.

yeah. then walk till central. quite dark alr.
clouds were gone. but! once again. i saw the small opening.
i was like WOW!
got this revelation that heaven is beginning to open up. and the opening is gonna be bigger.
and something is breakthrough from heaven. to come down.
wah. i was so excited. but i told north.. they seemed to be no reaction..
i guess haven get over the hold hands de bah.

yeah. 'argued' with the guys abt the role. hahas.
if the main girl is not acting. guess i'll have to take up the role.
means. i'll be 自编，自导，自演. lol.
but i believe in them. can do it de.
just need more confidence and anointing. and must put their feelings into it.

north cluster! we can do it! God is smiling over us! opening up the doors of heaven for us!
:)

hey guys. please pray for me.
i really need more strenght. it's been so tiring.
oftenly dozing off in class. means bad thing.
please pray for time management for me. and strenght. thanks. :D

once again. i'll say. "I AM A RUBBERBAND THAT STRETCHES AND NEVER BREAKS!"

argh! stress..
stretched...
thanks for the encouragements.
especially to Joanna and Wei Ren. :)
Joanna got exams. yet she helped me in the script.

haven complete yet! not no time, not dont have spend effort, but just that dont have the idea!
just lacking something.. then can start work liao.

wah. not just drama.
still got CG. then school.
then studies. then many many many more.
abit tired leh. feel that not enough time for things.
but! i know i will reap in no time.
think just have to chiong through this 2 weeks.
then can concentrate on studies liao.

Tomi very funny.
He was like.. wah.. why nv sms me..
i waited for your sms like whole week liao.
hahas. and he smsed me first.
sorry Tomi.. i will keep that in mind. :)
congrates! next week offically named "Gideon Tomi"
cool! go and fight with your 300 men okays?

wah. after 4 to 5 hours of thinking and scraping.
finally come out with something artistic. lol.
come and watch the drama. and you'll know.
almost close to an hour on phone with Bee Leng.
wah. tmr dont need wake up liao. drop dead.
nvm! when i'm weak, He's strong!
Kelvin also commented on the new writen one lor.
sians.. but not using that liao.
NORTH! breakthrough is coming!
pray for me. for the script to birth forth.
for the anointing to flow.
doesnt matter win or lose. as long as it works.
:)
i think i past my slping hours liao.
dots. now quite energetic. hais.
i think i'll laugh my head off with the creativity He's gonna place inside me.
let's see!

feel like blogging now.
though i have a whole chunk of script to write.
God is indeed loving and faithful. :)
this morning i slept at 5.45am and woke up at 6.15am.
but i wasnt abit tired at all in the day.
thank God for the inventention of chicken of essence.
the joy of the Lord is my strenght!

was serving external traffic today.
busing. lol. very sian. but still! i'm serving the Lord.
wonderful service with Joyce Meyer.
wow! i regreted not going for ytd's service.
i really feel something is breaking through.
nearer and nearer.
after svc went for PM.
wow! it was amazing.
great presence of God. felt His hand moving.
was suspose to pray for north. but in the end dont have.

i joining 'SO YOU THINK YOU CAN SING' with sze hui and jian hui.
hahas. so cool.
guys! you wanna join? registration is open.
the 1st prize, $400
the 2nd prize, $300
the 3rd prize, $200.
it's cash!
what are you waiting for?
come to me if you wanna join.
can sing chinese or english songs.
solo, or group(max3)
more info, www.soyouthinkyoucansing.blogspot.com
yup!

wah. must apologize to north for the emo-ing just now.
i practically breakdown leh.. even when leaders are walking at the corridor.
redo the storyline, redo the script.
chiong ar. tonight must send. wah.
i feel alot for the drama.. was telling Him how much we need Him here.
He lend me His shoulder. He comforted me. THANKS!
yeah. thanks north for the wonderful idea.
especially those who stayed back to help us. Joanna, Belinda, Eileen, Walter and Yi Shun.

i just find myself falling in love with Him more and more.
growing deeper in Him more and more.
You're the comforter of my soul. :)

quite some time nv blog liao.
ever since my hair stand
lol. the day after i cut my hair.. lots comments came to me.
ARGH! i dont wanna look like anybody else.
i just wanna be the unique me. :)
should i go shave botak? lol
then i'll look like bro.
he said i look like a butch? LOLS.
i'm straight okays. i dont like girls.

today was a super long day.
from 7am i step out of house, 11pm then reach home.
was a fruitful day. :)
went gb and met friend.. went RK house. hahas.
ya then to HK cafe.

perhaps i've made a wrong move.
i've just started to play this set of game.
accountablity.. not enough bah.
well, maybe right now, i can confess that i wasnt led by the spirit.
yet, my own wisdom. i see what's before me.. but not what's cannot be seen.
i'm really dumb not to see that.
hints from him and her. yet i dint see it!
hais. wrong move.
i slipped it off. i admit.
the only thing i see now is 60.
2 weeks left. i dont want my passion to slide back.
nor to lose fire.

He's sleeping for me to wake up.

WAKE UP! what can a person contain if he/she cannot be stretch?
i hear, i see. but i'm not doing it.

the day is getting nearer and nearer.
26 aug. can i get what i wanted? to be so close to Him.
so connected in the spirit.
even choosing name for myself liao.
i really dont want wait for the next round.
dont know how long will it be?

must chiong studies liao.
1 and 1/2 month away from exams.
wah! maths and poa.
gotta buckle up.
today mr ho says my oral reading was good.
but he say i can do better, given more time and effort.
he also say dont dissapoint him in O's oral.
hahas

Back View :D

yay! got a new haircut.
but i look super like angeline wong if i style it.
cant imagine myself styling hair. LOL.
ya. only 10 bucks. hahas.
wait for Jasper to send me the pict..
then i post. hahas.
i super sad lor. the hairdresser thought i ploy lah.
what sia.. she say i dont sound like a sec 3.
make me so old.
then sounded wahju as a secondary sch gal.
hahas.

yay.. tmr having drama rehersal.
cant wait.
hehe. but no place leh.
i got one stupid idea to go JW church..
book the chinese church de area.
but think also no use. so far. who will go.
hahas.
ya. then riverwalk's room also cant be booked.
sians.

many many many people came today.
when i step into Jasmine's house i tot i went the wrong unit.
hahas.
Happy Birthday small Jasmine.

went for svc today.
was really encouraged by Dr. AR Bernard.
yes! it's him again..
the one that taught us kristos kai kosmos.
:)
think he come back and continue bah.
but it was really awesome.
he goes real deep into the word.
which brings out the truth.
NOT THE NEW REVELATION
wow. darkness was covering the waters, the waters covering the earth.
and in the midst, the HS is hovering. looking and protecting, which eventually became the raw material of making Adam.

yup. thanks alot. i think i got recharge again.
it went real down low, the red light flashing.
but it recovered. yup.
coz i know that though i may be pressed in every side, i still a claypot that doesnt crush.
becoz of what that is within the claypot.

let's move on.
as we're moving on cooperately, some will fall, some will grow.
cannot stay at one spot for too long.
cannot let myself fall into the comfort zone.
yes, take time to adjust.
but once done, take off.
reminded of Ezekiel 38
the dry bones.. coz staying in the valley for too long.
thus become bones. and dried up.

He's so strong.
He's so mighty
He's so good
I shall carry His spiritual and moral likeness
I'm His temple.
He would actually bothered to make the circle to bring it to me.
:) Let me hear more.. more of good testimonies to let me carry on.

hahas. was super afraid..
but once again. Jasper Fong saves the day.
abit werid in svc leh. but was still okay.
thanks Jasper :)

tmr Dr. Bernard will be continuing on today's msg.
wah. excited to hear from him..
:)

had parade in the early morning.
thank Vanessa and Sze Hui to M.C me..
if not will be late.

gb so enjoyed the celebration.
we all high there..
high ourselves. sing like nobody's business.

after sch was being dragged to heartland mall.
see them apply leave.. in the end waited for them for 1 hour.
han han and i was like ... -.-"
lols. we wrote complain letter to the manager..
the manager also very attitude de lor.
hais. nv hear be4 customer first meh? lol.
stupid mac.

went home. had nap..
thought dont have BS.
then i on the dot 4.51pm wake up.
to see Joyce's sms.
wah. PTL. if not i really late.
BS was quite draggy today.
but was really good.
many many information.
of coz of coz. it's so good.
i know i know.. LOLS.
today was Jirus(shld be spelt liddat)
wah. he was great.

had donuts at donut factory.
Jo blessed.
:)

thinking of now.
hahas. it's getting interesting.
but time is so short.
nvm. we shall do it. hahas.
cant wait to listen to
Jasper sent de.
:)
tmr CG outing. yeah! sumo restuarant at AMK. hahas.
sumo, big size, no clothes. opps.

live to fullest! 12:31 AM.

mom just called from malaysia.
wah sian.
as the night is going by, it's moving as slow as a tortise.

just now had PM. in my room.
wah. looking back few months ago.
in my big room, only got kit meng, me, sometimes yongwei and jeremy.
and when it left only kitmeng and i, stuggles man.
but today. :) though not much people.
but my room can contain alot more people.

was dreaming before.. if got 10 people, my room can contain mah?
hahas. definetely it can..

Davin.. he's strong.
though we dont encourage him to do so.. but can see that he really want to run after.
but hor. haiyas. the boys.
hahas. dont worry.
you'll pull through. :)
He sees you.

ya. then went AMK for dinner with yishun and jasper.
what sia... super tramatised..
dont wish to eleborate. wah.
thanks to Jasper.. wah. thanks thanks.
get a life MAN!

chiong homework liao.
just compeleted course work de task analysis.
home econ is so sian.. plus the teacher. makes it more sian.

classroom was super packed today.
add in 3 more SHANDONG ppl.
total 7. makes me go behind sit. hais.
but Japheth's partner is so cute.
his name is tian zhen. very innocent hor.
wah. he draws Garfield like circle liddat.
pro sia.

i'm sian-ing at home.
nobody to nag at me.
i'm not a physco who likes being nags at lah.
but i just miss them :( hahas.

phew, 3 hectic days are over.
well, but my heart is still full of praise!
all 3 days of FOP i was serving.
but i manage to listen to all 3 days sermon.
:)
first day, rushed down after sch's NDP rehersal.
reached there rather late.
did some greeting for the first 5 mintues.
then IC sent me to do curtains.
lol.. but it was great. although must view the screen in an opposite way, but i was truely blessed by Pst Phil's msg.
thanksgiving and joy.
hahas. i cant forget abt the part where God is the car driver and 6 million ppl are whinning at the back seat. woohoo.
wah. pst phil and pst kong walked past got wind de. i'm serious. perhaps they walk fast bah.
anyway, really gotta pray for pst kong. he looks weak. but yet, i can say that he's a humble man.

2nd day was sent to overflow at CC. many cant get in.
was rather distracted.
pst Aileen is still as fierce as ever. opps.
first time serve with Wendy. hahas.
pst phil like talking abt me in the sermon.
lol..
"everybody is praising God here in stadium, but you're down at CC looking after the kids!"
wah. hahas.

dint expect to go for the 3rd day.. but still went.
i walked ard the stadium like dont know how many times. still cant find the place for recycling.
ended up looking for Wendy. lols.
did external traffic. super sian.
my only entertainment was Aaron.
now and then comes over and talk to me.
hahas.
then was called by Ren Jie.
wah. the one that saves me from boredom.
he said we can go in. hahas!
but then was called out again.
somehow was sent to serve south.
the facing the back of the stage.
somemore balcony.
pst zhuang collected offering.
hahas. he said wrongly. wah.
the practically the whole stadium was laughing.
ya..
after offering went to east bridge to eat dinner.
the whole section like looking for me.
hahas.
i love my section.
Ren Jie gave me his drink. wah. came in the right time.

yups. sermon was great. making room for God. :)
pst phil was really funny.
looked under the stones and in the bushes for God. on top of a mountain.
cool. hahas.

yup. many things i've learnt.
He'll do what we cannot see.
He'll do what we cannot do, but we must do what we can do

next five days.
i'm gonna be a loner at home.
parents went to malaysia.
bro in camp.
left me.
aiyas. make no difference lah.
just that at night i dont have to expect ppl to come home.
heys. talk to me when you see me online okays? i'm just bored.
especially the national day hols.
but also gotta chiong HMWK.
whole lots chunk of them to do.
projects and many more. phew.

WOW! God is an Awesome God.
i just wanna Praise His name.
so many things are happening ard..
good things, wonderful things, amazing things.
firstly, Sherman shared with me that he got good results for all his test this week.
even POA, his worst subject. he manage to pass! Hallelujah!


next, there's this 2 people that i wanna reach out to for 2 years.
they were starting to open up during mid- year exam period at TMC this year.
shared with them alot.
they were afraid, yet convicted..
and now, they're attending CHC's affliated church, Heart Of God.
:)
i believe the whole heaven rejoices :)
of coz. i also leap with joy.
coz i know that my God is doing something great in SGS.
for 2 years, i've been working towards the goal of getting them save.
and today, they are! hahas!

wow. isnt our God amazing?
as we begin to lean onto Him.
He provides and He cares.
He's long suffering, full of Grace and Mercy.
I Love Him!

of Coz, rite now, i wanna see His Hand working in my life.
alot.. He've stirred me up during Emerge and the WYZ Inspire Camp
it's my prayer today that He'll keep me strong.
I LOVE YOU MY SHERPHERD!

SGS, i believe we all can do it! with God, all things are possible.
let's rock this school!
counting down, 29 days to Live Your Dream. and means 29 days to have 60 friends.
we can do it yeah? :)

Love you, Johova Jireh. <3

wah. super tired today.
almost trying to keep myself awake in Physics class.
dots dots dots.

after sch forgot got chem remedial lah.
then dad called me.. he thought i nv go sch.
coz ms yang called him saying that i dint attend lesson.
-.-" dad thought something happened to me. lols

ya. went to met up with the boys..
wah sian.
cannot go hougang mall next time.
saw Ed, Linda, Mel.
and Vanny, JJ and Amanda.
sian lor. i was the only girl there.
hahas.
ya.. waited for Jasper to come..
celebrated Xian Zhang's Bday.
hahas. joke man.
they started playing in KFC.
take the cake draw on each other face. hahas.
got people walk past, call someone 'shuai ge'
think she refers to Hans or Davin. lols. shuai ge.
went to shop ard and headed home.
so tired.. wanna slp. yawns

wah. these few days very tired..
sleeping during recess time..
but! the joy of the Lord shall be my strenght.

went for BS today.
pathetic lah... only 5 people went.
Jasper, Wendy, Joanna, Clara cant make it.
only wah ju and i.
as expected, Pastor wasnt there to take us for FFM.
instead, Yi Lun was there.
wow. great BS with her.
though she rushed to everything, in one hour, but she pointed out the details.
wah. i love attending her BS. apart from Pst. hahas.

this week FOP. Festival of Praise.
yay! looking forward to it.
but i'm serving.
hope dont get external traffic.
hahas.
i wanna go for all sessions.
but think can manage to go 2 only.. sobs sobs.
still, PRAISE HIM! hahas.

tmr got history test! argh.
RUSSIA. why must there be a country call Russsia that i must study it?
and and.
can someone just save me from chemistry?
argh. i'm failing balacing chemical lah.
hais. okays. gtg study liao.
ciaos

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Kai Lin
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21/12/92
City Harvest Church
WR Zone
N346
Temasek Polytechnic
Psychology and Early Childhood Studies!

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