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Sunday, March 30, 2008
=) i'm laughing at my own foolishness.
the last post, i was too worldly minded, and being frustrated over things that doesnt matter.
how foolish that can be.
but today, some things took place, and i just really feel that nothing matters, to be in presence of God.
He's so so good. i cant bring words to my mouth, but i can just stand here and testify of His love.
someone interupted me while i was talking to another person.
he bombarded me with questions like, "how you know is God real? how you know you've experience it? how you know that He's alive?... ..."
he just bombarded me with questions and questions. of coz, i replied him.
but afterwards, this set me thinking.
"why is it that it's so difficult to explain the supernatural things? people normally believe in what they see, but dont believe in what they hear."
then i heard a whisper in my heart, it says, "the love of God is something that cannot be touched, but it is something that touches people's heart. we live our lives to TESTIFY of God's love, but not EXPLAINING God's love.
wow. isn't that suppose to be how it should be? =) i stood in awe.
while i was on the bus back home, i passed thru a place, where i always hang out with different cliques.
be it CG, or Euphoria, or North, or just some closer friends, it just bring rememberance to me.
how great is our God.
it's the love of God that gel us together
it's the love of God that all of us experience before.
it's the love of God that makes us want to go for an extra mile,
it's the love of God that bring us through EVERY THING.
you know, it's good to come to a place of solitude once in a while in God.
i was just asking God the other day, " what does it mean by solitude? "
hahas. never did i know, i've experienced it today.
it's a very good feeling. coz i know that it's God that is here with me.
nothing that happens are coincidental. it's the plan of Almightly God.
i love weekends, it's where i get refresh from the tiring week,
it's where total acceptance can be found in the house of God,
it's where minds and spirits are transformed,
and it's where i get to fellowship with other believers.
the presence of God is all over me. this is something you cant explain, but you can experience. I love Jesus.
i'm really happy for people that are being water baptized ytd and today!
congrates to Joseph and Yun Ting, they got baptized ytd. =)
let me proclaim! I shall go for water baptism the next time round!
God is never early or late. He's right on time. =)
the last post, i was too worldly minded, and being frustrated over things that doesnt matter.
how foolish that can be.
but today, some things took place, and i just really feel that nothing matters, to be in presence of God.
He's so so good. i cant bring words to my mouth, but i can just stand here and testify of His love.
someone interupted me while i was talking to another person.
he bombarded me with questions like, "how you know is God real? how you know you've experience it? how you know that He's alive?... ..."
he just bombarded me with questions and questions. of coz, i replied him.
but afterwards, this set me thinking.
"why is it that it's so difficult to explain the supernatural things? people normally believe in what they see, but dont believe in what they hear."
then i heard a whisper in my heart, it says, "the love of God is something that cannot be touched, but it is something that touches people's heart. we live our lives to TESTIFY of God's love, but not EXPLAINING God's love.
wow. isn't that suppose to be how it should be? =) i stood in awe.
while i was on the bus back home, i passed thru a place, where i always hang out with different cliques.
be it CG, or Euphoria, or North, or just some closer friends, it just bring rememberance to me.
how great is our God.
it's the love of God that gel us together
it's the love of God that all of us experience before.
it's the love of God that makes us want to go for an extra mile,
it's the love of God that bring us through EVERY THING.
you know, it's good to come to a place of solitude once in a while in God.
i was just asking God the other day, " what does it mean by solitude? "
hahas. never did i know, i've experienced it today.
it's a very good feeling. coz i know that it's God that is here with me.
nothing that happens are coincidental. it's the plan of Almightly God.
i love weekends, it's where i get refresh from the tiring week,
it's where total acceptance can be found in the house of God,
it's where minds and spirits are transformed,
and it's where i get to fellowship with other believers.
the presence of God is all over me. this is something you cant explain, but you can experience. I love Jesus.
i'm really happy for people that are being water baptized ytd and today!
congrates to Joseph and Yun Ting, they got baptized ytd. =)
let me proclaim! I shall go for water baptism the next time round!
God is never early or late. He's right on time. =)
live to fullest! 7:03 PM.
Friday, March 28, 2008
oh well, i've let emontion got over me today.
i repent.
i've gave it a thought. Dont get, then dont get lor.
at least i know who i am in Christ.
i know clearly what's happening behind of me, and i'm just trying to be a better person.
old habits cannot be kicked off in just 1 or 2 days.
for me, this particular bad habit seems very hard to kick off.
but it gets better these few months.
give me time okay?
some have given up hope on me, but i really pray that i can reach the standard of what they're expecting of me.
to me, i'm a person that wants to be regconized.
but if it's really due to this circumstance, then it's okay to me lor.
i've brought it upon myself. oh well.
but definitely, i know i'm being regconized in the eyes of the Creator.
nothing else matters to me anymore.
i know i've let down some people that have really high hopes on me, but please, dont talk bad about them can? i really appreciate that. =)
i mean, i really love them a lot. at the end of the day, these are the people that have helped me and promoted me to who i am today.
i know myself very clearly that i've disappointed them a lot and let them down.
still, i'll be constantly praying for them, hoping that there'll be someone else that will raise up to the occassion and bring this to a higher level of standard.
i'm not going to let myself fail all the time.
i need to learn from my mistake. failures makes me stronger.
it may be, that the satan is trying to get something out of me, but i can proclaim today, that he's not going to win me over.
God is all i want, and all i need. He sees everything, and nothing matters to me. It's all in the hands of His.
Praise the Lord. =)
i repent.
i've gave it a thought. Dont get, then dont get lor.
at least i know who i am in Christ.
i know clearly what's happening behind of me, and i'm just trying to be a better person.
old habits cannot be kicked off in just 1 or 2 days.
for me, this particular bad habit seems very hard to kick off.
but it gets better these few months.
give me time okay?
some have given up hope on me, but i really pray that i can reach the standard of what they're expecting of me.
to me, i'm a person that wants to be regconized.
but if it's really due to this circumstance, then it's okay to me lor.
i've brought it upon myself. oh well.
but definitely, i know i'm being regconized in the eyes of the Creator.
nothing else matters to me anymore.
i know i've let down some people that have really high hopes on me, but please, dont talk bad about them can? i really appreciate that. =)
i mean, i really love them a lot. at the end of the day, these are the people that have helped me and promoted me to who i am today.
i know myself very clearly that i've disappointed them a lot and let them down.
still, i'll be constantly praying for them, hoping that there'll be someone else that will raise up to the occassion and bring this to a higher level of standard.
i'm not going to let myself fail all the time.
i need to learn from my mistake. failures makes me stronger.
it may be, that the satan is trying to get something out of me, but i can proclaim today, that he's not going to win me over.
God is all i want, and all i need. He sees everything, and nothing matters to me. It's all in the hands of His.
Praise the Lord. =)
live to fullest! 11:37 PM.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Hallelujah! Jesus is Alive!
this song is repeated in my spirit over and over again.
yes, Jesus is definitely Alive!
this Easter, it's totally amazing.
i've learnt alot. it's all about the mindset.
anyway, the drama was excellent. very touching.
not much of 'war-fighting' this time round compared to FIR weekend.
cause we planned for it!
=)
managed to book a bus. haha.
God is amazing, i'm astound(is this word right in place?) by God
well, let's not stop half way. N346! Let's end this well!
God is a finisher of our faith.
Unite our hearts and go all the way out for the Kingdom of God!
Jia You!
this song is repeated in my spirit over and over again.
yes, Jesus is definitely Alive!
this Easter, it's totally amazing.
i've learnt alot. it's all about the mindset.
anyway, the drama was excellent. very touching.
not much of 'war-fighting' this time round compared to FIR weekend.
cause we planned for it!
managed to book a bus. haha.
God is amazing, i'm astound(is this word right in place?) by God
well, let's not stop half way. N346! Let's end this well!
God is a finisher of our faith.
Unite our hearts and go all the way out for the Kingdom of God!
Jia You!
live to fullest! 11:23 PM.
Friday, March 14, 2008
Praise The Lord!
Today i was given the opportunity to share the testimony of SGS.
i was super excited! hahas. shinning for the glory of the Lord.
actually i had Deja Vu when Irene called me at Mac, that i will be sharing testimony.
last time when i had this, i thought, how is it possible for me to share?!
But God is a God of Miracles. =)
though i manage to share the testimony, Tanglin is still in front of us.
SHANNEN! WE WILL CATCH UP!
Easter is coming. BY FAITH!
the vision sharing today was excellent.
the presence of God was so strong, everyone knelt and wept before the Lord.
i'm really very challenged by pastor.
it's just like 'Inspire Camp No.2' hahas.
God spoke to me, once again. in the past few months, i kept proclaiming that my dream in the Lord will be fulfiled.
but the more i proclaim, the more i lost the 'root' why i want to be a cgl.
Irene asked me few weeks ago, i was surprised by my answer.
'it's not totally this case' i thought to myself.
But during the combine mtg last week, and today's session, i was reminded by God.
i dont want to share much here, coz it's very close to my heart.
but if you want to know, i'll share with you personally :P
hahas. i look at pastor today, and i was reminded of alot people.
Light Produces Light.
Pastor also talked to our CG. It's time to do more.
i really learnt alot from Pastor today. He's a MAN OF GOD!
yea. other than vision sharing today, i also want to address something.
i really see God working in the life of MS LIM SHU HUI!
oh man, i saw Cindy's blog that day, and i was wondering to myself, Shu Hui really changed so much?!
but i saw it with my own eyes today.
SHE'S JUST TOTALLY AMAZING!
in the past, she say : aiya, dont care la.
and she'll be emo.
but today, when i tot she's emo-ing, she's actually thinking.
hahas. wow.
she's definitely concerning for other people more than herself.
SHU HUI! You're great! She really testify the love of God through her life.
Praise God!
and Jasper! He's definitely coming back stronger and mightier!
he's a man of strength.
i rmb reading one of his post.
'strength is the ability to bounce back when you fall'
WOW! He always never fails to encourage me, and he've definitely taught me alot.
Jasper! Jia You! you can do it! =)
i'm getting excited for tmr's prayer mtg at God's miracle building : CITY HARVEST JURONG WEST!
Today i was given the opportunity to share the testimony of SGS.
i was super excited! hahas. shinning for the glory of the Lord.
actually i had Deja Vu when Irene called me at Mac, that i will be sharing testimony.
last time when i had this, i thought, how is it possible for me to share?!
But God is a God of Miracles. =)
though i manage to share the testimony, Tanglin is still in front of us.
SHANNEN! WE WILL CATCH UP!
Easter is coming. BY FAITH!
the vision sharing today was excellent.
the presence of God was so strong, everyone knelt and wept before the Lord.
i'm really very challenged by pastor.
it's just like 'Inspire Camp No.2' hahas.
God spoke to me, once again. in the past few months, i kept proclaiming that my dream in the Lord will be fulfiled.
but the more i proclaim, the more i lost the 'root' why i want to be a cgl.
Irene asked me few weeks ago, i was surprised by my answer.
'it's not totally this case' i thought to myself.
But during the combine mtg last week, and today's session, i was reminded by God.
i dont want to share much here, coz it's very close to my heart.
but if you want to know, i'll share with you personally :P
hahas. i look at pastor today, and i was reminded of alot people.
Light Produces Light.
Pastor also talked to our CG. It's time to do more.
i really learnt alot from Pastor today. He's a MAN OF GOD!
yea. other than vision sharing today, i also want to address something.
i really see God working in the life of MS LIM SHU HUI!
oh man, i saw Cindy's blog that day, and i was wondering to myself, Shu Hui really changed so much?!
but i saw it with my own eyes today.
SHE'S JUST TOTALLY AMAZING!
in the past, she say : aiya, dont care la.
and she'll be emo.
but today, when i tot she's emo-ing, she's actually thinking.
hahas. wow.
she's definitely concerning for other people more than herself.
SHU HUI! You're great! She really testify the love of God through her life.
Praise God!
and Jasper! He's definitely coming back stronger and mightier!
he's a man of strength.
i rmb reading one of his post.
'strength is the ability to bounce back when you fall'
WOW! He always never fails to encourage me, and he've definitely taught me alot.
Jasper! Jia You! you can do it! =)
i'm getting excited for tmr's prayer mtg at God's miracle building : CITY HARVEST JURONG WEST!
live to fullest! 1:43 AM.
Monday, March 10, 2008
everything changed so drastically and it just BlEW off my mind. (a good way)
=)
i'm so amazed. WOW.
Focus Focus Focus!
This will be a Year of Promotion!
=)
i'm so amazed. WOW.
Focus Focus Focus!
This will be a Year of Promotion!
live to fullest! 12:02 AM.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
God is good.
when i look unto Him, he shows me the picture.
the BIG picture.
there is balance in everything.
ONE made me pour out all that i have.
the OTHER never fails to let me let out a little smile with his child like faith.
this is only the preparation period.
somemore is gonna come.
it's getting nearer and nearer.
i will FIGHT with ALL that i have
when i look unto Him, he shows me the picture.
the BIG picture.
there is balance in everything.
ONE made me pour out all that i have.
the OTHER never fails to let me let out a little smile with his child like faith.
this is only the preparation period.
somemore is gonna come.
it's getting nearer and nearer.
i will FIGHT with ALL that i have
live to fullest! 11:49 PM.
it was a really fun time ytd.
our sch had sports heat at hougang stadium.
well, apparently, i ran for the 200m race. -.-"
for those ppl that know me well, i'm not a very sporty person. and if you ask me run for a short distance, i'll complain and whine. LOL
but i ran for 200m! haha
the total participants for the 200m race was only less than 20ppl.
and there was 5 heats for it.
Mr Ooi was saying: dont run liao lah. just choose among yourselves for 8 ppl to go for finals.
my heat have only 3 ppl. Min Yee, a sec 5 and myself.
i'm very proud! i came in 3rd! LOL.
and today, Min Yee was laughing at me: ytd you still wanna bribe me with $1 to let you win!
cant imagine i'm gonna run for the 800m on 20th. how am i gonna survive?
maybe i proclaimed too much that i wont win. hahas. that's bad.
anyway, did the flag raising ceremony this morning. nothing unusual, but just that today dint have mic.
and i was wearing GB full U to shout command.
i dint use full power. hahas. and many ppl say i shout with a sharp voice.
okay. i'm born with it. cant shake it off. pls bear with me. haha.
yea. i'm very happy. coz i know i'm in a process of touching and changing a life of a youth by God's grace and love.
simple things can really touch me. just by this guy's attention to me when i talk and his small actions.
God is indeed a good God. i'm simply just pleased.
GOD, USE ME!
our sch had sports heat at hougang stadium.
well, apparently, i ran for the 200m race. -.-"
for those ppl that know me well, i'm not a very sporty person. and if you ask me run for a short distance, i'll complain and whine. LOL
but i ran for 200m! haha
the total participants for the 200m race was only less than 20ppl.
and there was 5 heats for it.
Mr Ooi was saying: dont run liao lah. just choose among yourselves for 8 ppl to go for finals.
my heat have only 3 ppl. Min Yee, a sec 5 and myself.
i'm very proud! i came in 3rd! LOL.
and today, Min Yee was laughing at me: ytd you still wanna bribe me with $1 to let you win!
cant imagine i'm gonna run for the 800m on 20th. how am i gonna survive?
maybe i proclaimed too much that i wont win. hahas. that's bad.
anyway, did the flag raising ceremony this morning. nothing unusual, but just that today dint have mic.
and i was wearing GB full U to shout command.
i dint use full power. hahas. and many ppl say i shout with a sharp voice.
okay. i'm born with it. cant shake it off. pls bear with me. haha.
yea. i'm very happy. coz i know i'm in a process of touching and changing a life of a youth by God's grace and love.
simple things can really touch me. just by this guy's attention to me when i talk and his small actions.
God is indeed a good God. i'm simply just pleased.
GOD, USE ME!
live to fullest! 12:14 AM.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
oh well, i'm grateful.
the world today is filled with many emo people,
people without confidence. afraid of failures, being bounded by love.
i can go so on and on with the endless list going down.
i'm really happy that i've found my Lord, the only one that can give me peace, give me joy.
all that i have, the world dint give it to me.
the spirit of thanksgiving is inside of me right now.
i may not be a perfect person, but the Perfect Love has made me whole.
being transformed from a timid, no confidence, afraid of people and situation/circumstance girl,
to a person filled with joy and laughter. my confidence was found in the Lord.
i'm really in a loss of words right now, standing in awe.
i will sing of His love forever, to be able to spread His love out from inside of me.
The One and Only who will save, has saved me. =)
THANK YOU JESUS. I LOVE YOU FOR ETERNITY.
the world today is filled with many emo people,
people without confidence. afraid of failures, being bounded by love.
i can go so on and on with the endless list going down.
i'm really happy that i've found my Lord, the only one that can give me peace, give me joy.
all that i have, the world dint give it to me.
the spirit of thanksgiving is inside of me right now.
i may not be a perfect person, but the Perfect Love has made me whole.
being transformed from a timid, no confidence, afraid of people and situation/circumstance girl,
to a person filled with joy and laughter. my confidence was found in the Lord.
i'm really in a loss of words right now, standing in awe.
i will sing of His love forever, to be able to spread His love out from inside of me.
The One and Only who will save, has saved me. =)
THANK YOU JESUS. I LOVE YOU FOR ETERNITY.
live to fullest! 12:35 AM.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
oh man, alot ppl getting sick now a days.
just wanna say, pls take care of your body!
esp Edwin! take care.. go see doc la.. =) get well soon.
yea. as for me, i'm usual. down with the same flu, that only last for a day.
on my way of getting well. i've done my calculations. everyweek, at least will have a day with horrible flu. LOL
ya. these 2 days, i'm like busier than before.
school till 3 or 4pm, go for tuitions after tuitions.
that is a sign of O'levels coming. LOL.
but then! i'm still happy serving in the house of the mighty God.
the joy of the Lord IS my strength. the more i serve, the more i need to pray.
dont want to lean on my own strength. For i know i'll wear out.
=) i'm still grateful and happy.
just wanna say, pls take care of your body!
esp Edwin! take care.. go see doc la.. =) get well soon.
yea. as for me, i'm usual. down with the same flu, that only last for a day.
on my way of getting well. i've done my calculations. everyweek, at least will have a day with horrible flu. LOL
ya. these 2 days, i'm like busier than before.
school till 3 or 4pm, go for tuitions after tuitions.
that is a sign of O'levels coming. LOL.
but then! i'm still happy serving in the house of the mighty God.
the joy of the Lord IS my strength. the more i serve, the more i need to pray.
dont want to lean on my own strength. For i know i'll wear out.
=) i'm still grateful and happy.
live to fullest! 10:41 PM.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
hahas. i'm so happy.
with the appearance of JOHN GOH!
okay.. i only knew him for ONE DAY. cant reveal much abt him. -.-"
wah. with his appearance, i believe i can share my burden with him. LOL.
no lah. he's a very interesting guy.
THANK GOD THAT HE SENT HIS ANGEL! =D
with the appearance of JOHN GOH!
okay.. i only knew him for ONE DAY. cant reveal much abt him. -.-"
wah. with his appearance, i believe i can share my burden with him. LOL.
no lah. he's a very interesting guy.
THANK GOD THAT HE SENT HIS ANGEL! =D
live to fullest! 6:07 PM.
LOL. just finish washing my shoes and socks.
i'm a good girl =) LOL. i need to change myself first. YEAH!
well, it's rather interesting when i'm washing. everytime will get revelation.
i'm very excited to share here. LOL
it's mainly for the COCs in N346. but if you're COCs from other CGs, it maybe useful for you too. =)
FYI: it maybe unglamorous. LOL.
ya. as all of you all know, socks are white colour, and after wearing them, it'll be black at some areas. and when you soak them in soap water, you're actually clearing the smell of the smelly socks.
and when you scrub it, the black dirt will come out and be washed away.
the revelation i got from this, is that we're all created by God, and are born as a pure person even though we're not perfect.
and when we grow up, we commits sin, and our hearts became unholy before the Lord.
but when they comes to church, they get soak in the presence of God, and being cleanse by the blood of Jesus.
that's when the COCs steps in, after knowing that there's someone called 'GOD'.
we're suppose to 'scrub' them hard, discipling them in the Great Commission to obey the Great Commandment. slowly, but surely, their 'dirts'/ self-centered character will be cleanse away.
of coz, it will not be totally clean. Do not be disappointed, for no man/one is perfect expect our Lord, Jesus Christ.
and we place them back into the hands of the almighty God, presenting them before Him.
we change a person at a time. it takes time, but be strong and faithful, continue to build the Kingdom of God as our rewards are in heaven.
COCs, you may know this thousands or million times. but i just wanna encourage all of you, that you're place in this CG for a purpose. sometimes your group members may disappoint you, but rmb, we're relying on God's strength and not ours. God sees our faithfulness.
the direction that the CG is moving, is to build a United, Fun and Loving CG.
i dont know abt you guys, but this past month for me has been a challenging, exciting and heart-wreching period. i've also grown alot in the Lord.
just to let you guys know that we're all in this together. dont face anything yourself, for we're a TEAM. i may not be the most exprienced COC in the CG, but we can learn things together.
i'm really looking forward to build a stronger and greater relationship with you guys, as well as Irene.
so, for this month of March, let's CHIONG AR! i help you to defend and you help me to attack. =) it's gonna be so fun! isnt this how to body of Christ should work? haha. Let's step out of the boat(natural) to enter to the stormy sea(supernatural), for the Lord is with us!
I love you guys. =) JIA YOU!
PSALMS 23:4
Yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, the comfort me.
i'm a good girl =) LOL. i need to change myself first. YEAH!
well, it's rather interesting when i'm washing. everytime will get revelation.
i'm very excited to share here. LOL
it's mainly for the COCs in N346. but if you're COCs from other CGs, it maybe useful for you too. =)
FYI: it maybe unglamorous. LOL.
ya. as all of you all know, socks are white colour, and after wearing them, it'll be black at some areas. and when you soak them in soap water, you're actually clearing the smell of the smelly socks.
and when you scrub it, the black dirt will come out and be washed away.
the revelation i got from this, is that we're all created by God, and are born as a pure person even though we're not perfect.
and when we grow up, we commits sin, and our hearts became unholy before the Lord.
but when they comes to church, they get soak in the presence of God, and being cleanse by the blood of Jesus.
that's when the COCs steps in, after knowing that there's someone called 'GOD'.
we're suppose to 'scrub' them hard, discipling them in the Great Commission to obey the Great Commandment. slowly, but surely, their 'dirts'/ self-centered character will be cleanse away.
of coz, it will not be totally clean. Do not be disappointed, for no man/one is perfect expect our Lord, Jesus Christ.
and we place them back into the hands of the almighty God, presenting them before Him.
we change a person at a time. it takes time, but be strong and faithful, continue to build the Kingdom of God as our rewards are in heaven.
COCs, you may know this thousands or million times. but i just wanna encourage all of you, that you're place in this CG for a purpose. sometimes your group members may disappoint you, but rmb, we're relying on God's strength and not ours. God sees our faithfulness.
the direction that the CG is moving, is to build a United, Fun and Loving CG.
i dont know abt you guys, but this past month for me has been a challenging, exciting and heart-wreching period. i've also grown alot in the Lord.
just to let you guys know that we're all in this together. dont face anything yourself, for we're a TEAM. i may not be the most exprienced COC in the CG, but we can learn things together.
i'm really looking forward to build a stronger and greater relationship with you guys, as well as Irene.
so, for this month of March, let's CHIONG AR! i help you to defend and you help me to attack. =) it's gonna be so fun! isnt this how to body of Christ should work? haha. Let's step out of the boat(natural) to enter to the stormy sea(supernatural), for the Lord is with us!
I love you guys. =) JIA YOU!
PSALMS 23:4
Yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, the comfort me.
live to fullest! 2:11 AM.
