praise God.
got back report book today..
hahas. L1R4 i got 15
L1R5 i got 21.
hais. bad bad bad..
must improve!
i just realise i got to start studying for the big 'O' now.
-.-"

today had inter UG fancy drill
i think GB did the BEST!
i got totally no comment abt others.
you girls are the awesome ones!
:)

i think it's time that i've rest enough.
get back on my feet and start cracking!
so many many things to do.
but i shall do it with the Joy of the Lord.
:) i want to enter once again a relationship so deep with Him.
i want to be broken with a pure heart again.

wah. just reach home.
helped yunting with her chemistry.
better pass with beautiful rainbow hor!

hahas.
super long mtg today.
i copy Inspire de actitives for leadership training camp.
hahas.
believe gotta be fun.
sorry Kelvin and leaders. copy your ideas.
hahas.

there's this video i laugh from ytd night until now.
it's abt WYZ grasshopper.
LOL. go see bah.
if you know the 3 ppl inside, you'll laugh your heads off.
hahas. weiren, kelvin guo and mervin.
though this video is last year de.. but i stil find it's very entertaining and funny.
hahas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsCTOqB8Phg
no harm watching it again and again.
hahas.

God is totally wonderful.
i was serving today.. internal traffic door 1.
can say it's the darkest area of the hall.
but the love and peace of God falls on me when the drama team is rehersaling.
it came to me that even that the darkest, lowest point of this journey,
He sees me. good or bad.

Jer29:11
For i know the thoughts that i think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.

yes, He's good and almighty.
:) the price, the blood, that paid for me 2000 years ago.
who else can do that other than YOU? thank you. :)

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE.

had a powerful sermon today by Pst Tan. i got so touched by it.
i'll make that little difference.
and the PM. it was amazing. so strong, so fervent.
something is coming.. it's coming..

hahas. Kelvin and Cynthia together offically.
congrates man. i still rmb what Kelvin said. He wanted to get married by 24.
hahas. jia you!

had great laugh from Joycie.
hahas. 'HI FRIEND'!
she's the life!

i realised that once familarity and comfort takes place, there's many things you cant do.
just like the spirit of excellence.
imagine with me..

if someone you're not very close with, but he's a person of authority and a respected person..
will you feel honored if he asks you to do something for him? will you have the mindset that you must take the task up to the excellence?

and another scenario.
if someone you're very comfortable with,
or rather someone that always joke and play with you..
asks you to do the same task as the previous scenario.. will you take the job seriously?
or will you just anyhow do?

this is a problem i gotta think of.. i wont want to let familarity sets in.
coz i want excellence in whatever i do.

another thing abt excellence.
for me, if that person is not honorable, i guess i would have anyhow do things for that person.

well, let me honor everybody beside and around me. let not any single familarity sets in. or sian-ness

BE A PERSON FILLED WITH THE SPIRIT OF EXCELLENCE!

oh man.
Vanessa just told me that i got
POA - 74/100.
crap lah.
one more mark to A1.
sianz.
but nvm. i'm positive.
hahas.
i'm the best A2 student.
LOL.
she's still trying to cheat me that i failed my chinese.
i was like.. ya rite.
hahas. only chemistry dint take back.
hope it doesnt affect my overall results for Sci.

LOL. yong wei just send me a clip.
it was abt some radio station..
he wanted to wish wah ju happy birthday..
so at 12am. the FM called wah ju.
she was like.. totally blur. super funny.
opps. shall not say much more.. later she..

yay! resutls.
english - 66/100 (highest in class with MK)
Chinese - 66/100 (second in class)
Maths - 54/100(i passed!) thanks Edwin! but can do better.
Physics - 38/65(i passed!)
SS - 35/50(second in class)
History - 28/50
FnN - 50/100(can do better)

the rest haven get back yet.
overall i did improve!
esp english, maths and physics.
i dint expect to get highest. and first time in my life getting a B for english!
hahas.
i failed maths in mid year.
thank God for Edwin. :) can do better de.

i wanna backstab! argh! cannot cannot..
autocrate. that is. nvm.. it's okay.
this is the area that i dint excel in.
dont like it.. why must i follow the rules of it.
hahas. okay. so be it.
let me tolerate for a period of time can liao.
just ignore and ignore.

yunting is so irriating!
she's now beside me.. memorising her SS..
bumble bee.. hahas
LOL. my source of entertainment in this cold house....
okays. she's a cool gal..
dont say liao.. later she go kitchen take knife..
opps.
okays. JIA YOU FOR YOUR SS TMR!
:)

wow. can i say i'm amazed?
i just feel that i cannot be lagging behind..
really. ums. seeing peoples, trying to fight hard and strong in tough times in God.
why cant i? He's definitely stronger than i am. He reigns.
He holds the whole universe in His hands.
cannot do any more stupid things that let Him down anymore.
I dont want to upset Him. plus, He's the one that made me.. and knows every single thought of mine.
where can i go from His presence?

i wanna walk righteously before Him.
shining as bright as before. and even greater.
bringing all the glory unto Him.

really believing that this coming BF will be a breakthrough for me.
in different areas. not just finacially.

well, exams are finally over. it doesnt seem as long as i thought.
can now settle down to brush up my guitar skills.
not for me, not to bring nice music to the ears of ppl.
but to bring down the heavenly music.. a sweet aroma up to His throne
:)

Shine forth in the Name of Jesus!

hahas. cool day.
lazy to wake up this morning.
thanks to Joseph de sms.. to wake me up. hahas.
if not will report later for duty liao.

service was totally awesome!
Pastor blow us out with REALITY!
hahas. cool man. i shall not limit myself.

hais. everytime i serving usher, cell group always sit infornt.
today sitting behind leaders row. which is like 3rd row from the front.
very good anointing and view and presence.
hahas.

went tampines fellowship. cool man
Cindy was looking back from the roots of n248.
hahas. from n248 - n302 - n346 and
n248 - n338 to the current CG.(dont know what name)
hahas. God is good. :)
after some ppl left.
the ladies were having 'makeup course'
in foodcourt can! haha. the 'xiao di di' keep looking at us.
was telling Cindy next time he sure got phoebia towards girls. hahas.
LOL. super funny.
with all the mascara, eyelinder, eye shadow. LOL
hahas. i sit there look at them and peng.

just let me enjoy the fellowship when we're together as one.
:) oh man. i think i'm just gonna miss this.

okay. let me comment this.
CINDY'S FACE IS SMALL! LOL!

cant slp ytd night.
turn here and there until 4 plus. i think.
haha. and i woke up like super early.

lame lor. went to expo to get dvd for mom.
-.-"
wasted 3 hours of travelling time. to and fro.
dots man. and followed by CG.

yay! Dad blessed me with a new phone. *grinz*
dont really like it.. but yeah. at least got a new phone.
hahas. just before BF. :) PTL

i find that dad is just like a super man
hahas. every goes to work at 7.30am and reaches home earliest next day 1am.
found out what he is doing all these while:
generally mass painting.
projects are: changi airport terminal 3. all the signages.
national park. which i dont know where is it.
sentosa signages. and alot alot alot alot more..
everyday work and work and work.
salutes to him. hahas.

DAD! JIA YOU!

just came back from makeup CG
Alan's CG.
it was great!
Alan shared a great word.
hahas. i love his CG also. enjoyed their fellowship.

wah sian.
during hols still must go back school and study for 1 and 1/2 weeks.
dots dots lor

BF coming liao.
JIA YOU!
i wanna live a life of sacrifice, of obedience, of worship, of faith!
the substance not seen. wow!

waters maybe deep and overwhelming.
but i shall not struggle all the time.
just relax and fall back.
wanna rest. just rest. :)
let me walk in faith but not by sight.
many things i dont understand, and cant see by sight.
but! it's all in control.. :)

hahas.
the pictures for steamboat for joseph and yunting's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

somethings are taught but not caught,
somethings are caught but not taught.
somethings are taught and are caught.

hahas. interesting huh?

yup.. yunting's family like take in as one liao.
hahas. i shld change my name to tan kai lin.
opps. i'm loyal to my NG family.
LOL. her grandma cute lor.
she bought my pack of rice..
i was like.. wow.
hahas. i guess i will be their often guest in the future liao.
hahas.

hahas. breakaway camp!
woohoo!
yay! 13th dec to 15th dec.
PTL! PTL!
believing for new things to happen. hahas.
Edwin says it's gonna be fun. hahas. sure got those disgusting things de.
hahas. but it's gonna be fun fun and fun!
Kelvin is the camp commander again. yay! Love him lots.
He've done such a great job during the inspire camp at June.

let me have a whole new and change mindset.
:) i dont have to wait for 5 years down the road to be a CGL.
as long as i'm matured and ready enough, i can be one anytime.
but of coz, i need to be mould and train by the Creator :)
thanks Edwin for sharing! hahas.

tmr physics. LOL. formulas and formulas!
but! exams gonna end soon! real soon!
hahas. 4 more paper.
phy, maths 2, chem and POA 1. yes!

He's there when I'm weak!
The Strong Arms that keep me going on.
:) Love YA!

these 2 days were so great!
so amazing. just cant wait to post abt it. :)
ytd went to svc. it's vision weekend!
:) WOW.
really really thank God for all that He's doing now in our midst.
all the works that is doing/has done. all glory and praises unto Him.
expanding the ministry. wow.
especially Sun. She's just simply a great and awesome woman!
and many many others more. like Pst Kong, Pst Tan, Pst Derek, Pst Aileen....

after svc went to look for Euphoria.
we went marina bay to celebrate Yunting and Joseph's birthday.
hahas. huiwen act tall only.. wear heals.
but sure! we had a great time tog.
then rain. -.-"
but thank God that He cooled the whether..
glad that they like the presents. :)
yongwei's dad drove us back to hougang..
on the way we craped alot. hahas.
uncle sure sian1/2. hahas.
reach home like 1am alr. then call wendy. talked to her like 1/2.
hahas. wendy is so nice! a great woman of God!

then today.
served external traffic.
hahas. traffic 4.
was holding on to com set.
argh! dont know what to do.
but slowly got the hang of it. hahas.
all i'll have to say is. 'next train 10mins'
'train arrived. abt 250 ppl' LOL.
yeah. svc was great today.
though was the same msg, but the presence of God is still strong!
Sun was there at svc today. getting more and more beautiful each day.
hahas. miss her alot man.
was sitting at Charlie Terrance with wendy. last row.
and i saw Jasper at Charlie Arena 3rd row.
haha.

oh man. i must really comment on this.
i love 4S4! Aaron is so sweet. he actually packed survivor's pack for all the students.
and wendy.. stayed up late last night to make cards for us.
hahas. the survivor pack is so nice that i dont want to open. LOL
i very sensitive to a phrase.
and Kimberly said it. hahas. 'We're believing in you!'
wah. thank God for this phrase. hahas.

i was so drenched in the shelter lah.
you may be wondering. in shelter how to be drenched?
hahas. the wind and the rain was so big!
and was walking from hall 8 to foyer 2.
hair was super in a mess. jeans was super wet. hahas.
dint go to greatworld with the rest.
went home to study and rest.
but lil that i know, they took photos with pst kong!
hahas. nvm. though i'm not there. but i can still enjoy the picts that they took.
hahas. here's some of them





hahas. so nice.
was sleeping just now. had a terrible nightmare.
super. cant believe if that is going to happen me.
phew.

okays. i'm going to de-stress here.
la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la.

okays. that abt it.
okays. it's lame.

yay! Chinese paper cleared.
i was so rushing with time at paper 1. so many words dont know how to write.
but still, by God's grace, i still got ard 3 mins to check my work. hahas.
think it's gonna be good.
then paper 2. -.-" super tough de.
dont even understand what the passage is talking abt.
somemore got 2! wah.

help me in PHYSICS! i'm drowning in a pool of formulas.
super stress when ms tan giving extra lesson.
my both hands are practically shaking non stop! why is this happening?!
argh!

to be truthful, i haven start on physics, SS and History. oh no!
this fri having SS liao. -.-"
must do extremely well!

hahas. went to esplande just now. waiting for john and yong wei.
i've found another way of de-stressing. stand at the rooftop of esplande and 'shout'!
but of coz.. i nv shout lah. but it's nice. hahas.

like quite some time never blog liao.
let me see.. what significant things that happened..
hahas.

yup, today is the start of End Year Exams.
wah. i think i can score well in summary.. thanks yunting for sharing her tips.
lols. then compo.. hais. very difficult lor.
tmr chinese paper..
God Bless Me. hahas.

last week was study and study and study..
nothing much lah.
sunday was so sweet.. :)
pastor preaching was great and strong!
got blood doner drive, then also got WYZ CMN. hahas.
me, Joanna, Wah Ju and Eileen was rotting at coffee bean; waiting for clara and shu hui end BS and guys to end their CMN.
alot people at blood doners drive. trust me. ALOT! but i cant give my blood.
still underage.. plus i so light..

yeah. fellowship with Terence and Ronald on our way to marina square.
miss those ex-N302 days.
Terence getting married! i mean ceremony.
haha. had a glimpse of his wedding invitation.
he did it himself! hahas. Wah Ju keep commenting on Yiling. lol..
dont want to say something good abt Ter. LOL.
i read his mind lah.
hahas. dont know who mention abt 'kailing'
lol. KAI si + yi LING = KAILING
hahas. their future daughter's name. hahs.

i want to change hairstyle!!! Terence tot shu hui was i. and Alan tot i am shu hui.
coz we got the same hairstlye. dots dots dots.
dont care! i'm gonna change. but how? hahas

Edwin is such a great and physco teacher.
lol. he's great coz he teaches well.
he's physco, coz he sets very tough questions. lol.
oftenly go maths until high. LOL. cant stand him.
other than matrices, indices and coordinate gormetery, i think i can do the paper well.
hahas.

let me run the good race and fight the good fight!
JIA YOU! :)

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Kai Lin
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21/12/92
City Harvest Church
WR Zone
N346
Temasek Polytechnic
Psychology and Early Childhood Studies!

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