long time dint blog alr.
was so sick these few days. was like. argh!

i'm eating my heart out right now. why?!
no emerge, no fun, no joy. argh.
stupid fever. just as the same as last year. this period of time falling sick.
and that's the last thing i would ever want. and i got it.

today first day of emerge.
i feel like i'm a pilot to Aaron. monday told him i'll be serving. almost for all sessions.
in the end i cant even attend.
today got 2 sessions. and right now.. this time.
TV telecast all ard the world. LIVE. and yet! there's no web telecast. argh. cant watch it.
Parade of Schools is on. i can imagine how much fun i'm missing out.
and i promised kitmeng CG will be watching him. lol.
and i'm not there. NORTH CLUSTER must win!

well, there's still 3 more days to go. praying hard that tmr will not have PO. pray that my fever will be gone.
but good thing, Dad is leaving for Penang on sat. means i can reach home late. opps.
no lah. means i can go emerge without worries.

slpt until 2.30pm today..
took cab to Jo's house. alot ppl there.
Jasmine when to JB for mission with Pastor Zhuang and other leaders.
n346 is like a herd of sheep without a sherperd. hahas
but we still got Cindy. hahas.

Jo's room is super small for a big grp like us. plus ppl like Jasper YongWei and KitMeng makes the room smaller.
i was squeezed to the end corner of the room. argh. then some more flu.

after cgm got food! yes. eat like there's no tmr. hahas. rather sick at that time..
stupid Ant. dont want go buy gift. so complancent. argh.
no choice. have to go buy. ended up at heartland mall. with Clara, Wah Ju and Herman.
went to buy eric's gift. n338 de. then also bought flowers for Jo and Jasmine, for their promotion tmr. MM and EM respectively.
yes. Jasmine is a offical cgl tmr. with a red tag. hahas. i want my day to come. hahas

tmr serving. hope that my flu will get well. after svc meeting pastor. dont know for what.
then got PM. wohoo.
Sheena chio me go vivo. hahas. too bad.

surprised. Aaron asked me abt the gobal day of prayer. end up realising that he ask me to serve. tot it wasnt our church thing.
but okay.. i love serving the Lord. no matter who the people are.

yes yes. EMERGE on it's way. was on msn with Desmond. going to support him for manhunt.
hahas. hope that he'll win. to be the handsome guy of this church. hahas

hahas. i'm glad. but not satisfied.
overall results for mid-year.

English- 59/100
Maths- 43/100
Chinese- 65/100
POA- 75/100
Combine Humanities- 71/100
(History 34/50, Social studies- 37/50)
Combine Science- 62/100
(Physics- 36/50, Chemistry- 26/50)
FnN-52

the girls heard me sang today. they say not like my voice. hahas
next year go campus superstar. j/k
vanessa really not happy with me lor. i got higher marks for FnN and English. hahas.
we still fall under the same catergory. but still, she thank me for POA.
vanessa: wah. thank you leh. with my own ability i wont get 63. (something liddat)
hahas
these days the class very lmao. cant stop laughing. hahas.

SC today. pathetic can. mr ee was telling me outside MPR.
mr ee: i realised there's this trend. ------ trend. most of the ------ takes over the council no matter which sch i'm in, everything will fail.
he said this is a very serious tone lah.
nv seen him liddat before. abit taken aback. i was speechless.
wow. hahas.

okay.. azhar was here today. for? i dont know.
it's for me to know and to find out. but [-_-]? mr ee taught us that.

need to get a present for Sherman. his bday coming. i dont trust my taste.
but what to do. Anthony so lazy. cant stand him.

wow. get back papers today. 3 of them
Maths, Chinese and Physics.
failed maths. 51/120
i passed paper 1. but flunged paper 2. argh.

Chinese. muahahas. i got 3rd in class. 65/100
first is John. 68/1oo then Jia Juan. 67/100. our standard not that good.

then Physics. yay. ms tan very happy. overall, we did well.
only 5 failures. first time i get paper nervous. coz i know i've put in effort in this paper.
somemore when taking i got stomachache.
i got 34/50. :) this may not seem much. but since the first test, i barely pass.
very happy. but i expected more. i hope Chem wont pull me down. tmr getting back.

will do something abt maths. like go for tuition frankly speaking. the paper is easy. but the prob is i cant do it!

after sch got exco mtg. hais. mr ee was there. with Gordrick(shld be spelt liddat)
a council that doesnt have her fruits. council camp. hohoho. we'll see..

tmr getting back all the papers. expected FnN to fail. that's all. oh. and English. argh..
Mr Wee is forever chasing me for the book. cant find it lah. be it on internet or at home.
like a year liao. he keep chasing. i got nothing so say liao. just hope that i can find it on internet

think few days dint blog alr.
EXAMS. argh.
these few days i very hard working.. hahas.
always go tmc study..
today heard from jian hui. laugh like dont know what.
alot sec 1 gals like mr yap. hahas!! OMG.
opps. shouldnt say. but it's like so funny can.
sec 1 orientation i also heard alot people say.. hahahas.
they say.. ''whoa. mr yap so handsome.. so man" HAHAHAHAS!!
it's true that he have some looks. but then.. they're like so extreme lah.
anyway, he's married. so dont think abt it.
the subjects i dont have confident in is maths and FnN.
today take FnN. give up liao. the paper is like whole chuck of words and questions. i was like...
-_-''
tmr no paper. cool. like holiday. hahas.
tmr like family day.. hahas. accompany mommy go do passport. then daddy go hospital checkup.

sat is bro's POP. wow. he's performing.. swimming. argh. so good to perform meh? like water ballet? hahas.
sat very hectic. POP then after that CGM. hahas. hope can go svc this sat. lesson 3.
very tired. wanna sleep. nite.

DILLIGENCE to study! :)
and... people.. dont read my blog if you dont want to.. since you guys say so boring. hahas.

what to say..
i'm really excited within my spirit right now.
just finished watching today's svc. first lesson, Sermon on the Mount.
i wanna KNOW God even more. it's more than anything else.
i looking for a breakthrough. my Daddy has just touched me. i felt that i'm drawing closer to Him.
it's really more than words. looking forward to tmr's svc. lesson two. but i'm serving.
i believe that even when i'm serving Him, i can still be touch by Him, to experience Him.
the power and the presence is so great that i can hear that sound of heaven. it's amazing.
it's wonderful.

today dint go for support duty. overslept. also dint go for POA tuition.
ard 2pm, went to J8. support Sun. :) she's really a great sister.
many people went. Ding Zhi Yong, the DJ was the host. saw Mark Kwan also. long time nv see him alr.
it's autograph session today.. we queue up to get our albums signed. hahas.
was my turn.. told her must Jia You and gave her a hug. hahas.
sometimes, it's really impt when words come out of mouth. words can encourage ppl or harm ppl.
she told me i must also jia you. it's a long time some one told me to jia you. it's really encouraging. :)

Jasmine say i cant go svc. must study.. so our CG went mac to fellowship abit.
chatted abit.. hahs. realized that Pastor Zhuang is really Pastor Yock Kiang's bro. His real English name is Goh Yock Tuan Mark. hahas. interesting rite. Wu Yu Zhuang is the chinese version of his name.
then Jasmine shared abit on church to us.. turned my thinking mood on.
on bus, talked to Wah Ju. must also really move on. plus today's svc. OH. it's like all in one package. all things are linked together.

looking forward for tmr's svc. for tmr's message. then sending SUN off to BeiJing.
gtg and Study! the whole week of exams coming up! Glorify His Name!

OMG! it's like total madness!

Yong Xiang, bro's friend, early in the morning 8am came and borrow volley ball.
after that went for breakfast with Dad. waited for breakfast like 1/2 hr.

went home and went to EXPO. was really excited. coz Sun was coming.
i was wearing Sun's FC de t-shirt. then like everybody looking at me. hahas
but reach EXPO was fine. coz almost everybody wearing.

went to Hall 7 carnival. met CG. i saw an usher guy.. the one that was serving with me at SIS.
saw Phyllis also. the one from school.
we went to queue up. was very early. but the queue from Hall 8 all the way to Hall 7 alr.
then ushers no choice, move the rest to Hall 9 continue queuing. think the queue was all the way to Max Pavillion.

chiong in. found Jasmine. no reservations of seats today. she reserved for CG. but all taken away.
luckily we are sitting in the first few rows. hahas.

today was really really different. it's not like services. LED board say: let's not be religious today! ahhas
then saw Terry. great nuisance. so big size guy sit at first row. nonsense. hahas. he was praying over the lucky draw coupon. haha.

Gathering started. everybody..every single one was so excited. we even count down for the gathering.
started Praise song, then a fellowship song. YES, INDEED WE'RE ONE BIG CITY HARVEST FAMILY.
for after so long, get to see Pastor Kong. he was even more excited than we are.
He gave out HANDPHONES to CGLs and ministry leaders. OMG! like 800 over ppl?!
i also want...
then we have a 'loudest whistle competition'. the one that whistled the loudest got a HANDPHONE. hahas
then we have lucky draw! 3D2N to Hong Kong disneyland! 5 prizes. 4 ppl to go for a prize. free!

finally, the best part came. SUN!!! long long long time nv see her. so missed her.
ppl in the front really really hyper. alot stand on chairs. cant see her. Jasper big size guy still stand one chair. blocked my view. hahas.
we sang, we talked, we had fun.
Milk came. the taiwanese singer.
Pastor Kong interviewed SUN. he's really really funny. say chinese half half de. it's really funny.
Sun also shared her testimony. real good.

somehow, the whole picture came to me. no matter how many or all people let me down, there's still someone that i can follow to carry the cross. pastor and Sun. the model couple.
Sun's testimony touched me. how God was working in her life. we have the same God. i believe if this can happen to Sun, this also can happen to me.
she maybe a pop star singer, which seemed like so far to reach. but the fact is we're sisters in Christ. 'WE WILL TELL HIM' this is one of the song Sun wrote for God. :)

i felt that i'm starting to run already. towards God, towards my future, towards my happiness.
coz i know and i know that i cant and i wont fail. i have God, i have my CITY HARVEST FAMILY. He TOUCHED ME.
the life that i wanna have. it will come true. i'm living in my life. not my life living in me. :)

:) SUN IS REALLY SOMEONE THAT GOD USES. eh, no. GOD IS USING THE KONG FAMILY TO IMPACT US, TO IMPACT THE MARKETPLACE, TO IMPACT THE WORLD.

we sang birthday song to Mommy Kong. :) happy family yeah? she's 80 years old! i love them!

after which, we went to Hall 9. Sun went there as well. oh. i regreted. i shouted " you must be happy!" i think she cant hear properly or what. then she looked at me with a question mark expression. argh.. so paisei.
then we all squeze to take picture with her. coz if we dont, we can only see her like next year?
ya. in the end cant take. Pastor Derek dont let us take liao. sob sob.
well, at least she saw me. anyway, SUN FC is gathering this Friday at Marina Square K-Box. still got chance de. hahas. Sat she got event. also going. :) then Sunday sending her off.

if i have a chance, i really want to say a BIG BIG thank you to Pastor Kong and Sun.
they really encourages me to move on. to carry on with this walk. actions speaks louder than words. i saw it in their lives. they're really great parents. somehow related? spiritual dad and mom. hahas.

tmr have Chinese paper. dint study for it. i mean language it something we cant study rite.
of coz. i did practice. :) leave everything into God's hand. :)
i want my dream to turn into reality. wanna get into JC, then university.
hahas. wanna take psycological counselling course. wanna be counsellor. :) dont look like rite.
but i believe i can. coz i have both my physical and spiritual family to support me.
there's a vision for me. but for now, i'll keep in suspense first.

oh. this looks long. anyway, this is for me to record good and bad memories down. it's fine if you dont read it. hahas.

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Kai Lin
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21/12/92
City Harvest Church
WR Zone
N346
Temasek Polytechnic
Psychology and Early Childhood Studies!

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