a week dint blog alr.
was sick through out the whole week.
unbelievable.

last sat went Clara's 21st bday chalet. coughing in the beginning.
then got worst. fever and running nose.
but thank God for people ard me. :) Joanna, Wah Ju, Wendy, Cindy, Terence, Jasper, Desmond(especially. keep nagging at me) and many many others. :)
on the way back, Terence gave us a ride. hahas. SORRY TERENCE! there's a beatle in his car. then wanna catch it. in the end it went into the windowscreen.

Sunday missed svc. first time nv go svc for a weekend. fever too high.
they said it was great. Pastor Derek. Pastor Kong went flying again.

i only attend school on tues and fri.
this week the only memorial thing was: my bottle hit Vickie. and it rebounded and hit Mr Chen.
alot funny funny things lah.

ytd Ms Tan called me. she wanna borrow maths textbook from me. i was like "?!"
we having exam, she's even more hard working than we are. whoa. super great FT cum Nanny.

today super pack. morning went TMC for GB. think i saw Eugenia. anyway, after that went for POA tuition. hahas. i'm good in POA.
then took cab to CGM. we learnt SUN's song.
"Embrace" from and
"Your Shoulder" from
we sang until very funny.

half way thru' CGM, went for SVC. went with Faith.
the uncle cheat us lah.
went the longer way. means more money and more time consumed.
reached expo worship going to end alr.
today is Rev.Dr.Robb Thompson.
tmr is Rev. Kenneth Hagin Jr.
one weekend have two guest speaker. hahas

next week exam alr. English and Chinese paper.
next week also got Family Day carnival. SUN IS COMING BACK! muhahah.
i cant wait to see her. miss her so much. and yes, she's going for the carnival.
think she'll be having a concert there. let's go. okay?
next fri got SUN FC gathering. at K-Box. hehe. Sun is going as well. of coz.
then sat got autograph session with her at Junction 8
sunday also got function at Junction 8. but got svc. so we sending her off.
at changi airport.
whoa. she come back to Singapore, then rush everything, then go to America.
wonder how she'll find the time to have a good gathering with her friends and family. especially Pst Kong. hahas. God bless them.

live to fullest! 9:20 PM.

few says dint post alr. Sunday same thing, went Benny Hinn Crusade. indeed, it's really great.
i served floor area gate. get to see familiar faces here and there. it's better than external traffic.
even though kana scolding.
i sort of look around the hall after svc. saw Pst Zhuang, Eric, Nick, and some other leaders. the bring the glory with them where ever they go. wow!
okay. i gotta admit it. Eric is a no joke guy. he's a zone supervisor in-training.
he was say... discipling his CG. i got no idea what's he was talking abt, but i heard some hear and there.
i know it's wrong to listen lah. but he was really angry. and he was pratically shouting.
well, can say he really help me alot. thru his converstation with his CG.
renewing of mind, discipline in our own spiritual and physical life. which is very true. wanna listen more. but Dennis, our gate IC for that day dismissed us.
Eric. wow. he's awesome. i've been in church for 1year+ that time.. and he was the first one to disciple me. and somemore through SMS! um.. MAN OF GOD.
went for recycling. the room so small. Tze Hwa kept rushing us. hahas.

Monday. had PM at my house.
well, the same people. but we shall start from small.
Kit Meng asked Yong Wei and i to build up the presence first. but somehow, felt that God wants us to share of how we felt abt Benny Hinn Crusade.
wow. God will never be wrong. He brought together and made us Christ centered.
this PM was totally different. flow with Him. hahas! we're going from Glory to Glory.
He's amazing. totally. came up with a small plan for SGS harvesters. definitely will work.

Tuesday. went for netball interhouse.
it isnt my day. i played like 3 minutes? and i tripped someone's foot and i fell. landed side way.
hear that i "flew" out. hahas. cool huh. of coz. injuries. arm, hip and HEAD. i'm gonna be a "gong gong."
it's so painful. everybody crowd around me. first time got so much attention. hahas. ok. i'm just joking.
then Ms Seow asked me dont move. she though i sprain my ankle, coz my shoe dropped out.
then after that she rmb me as the councillor in class that she relieve..

today. this injuried arm so much trouble. cant even wear shirt properly. hahas.
mr yap very bad lah. saw my arm, then he laughed. alot ppl also asked abt my hand. YES! IT'S FINE. thank you.
no investiture rehersal. cool. tmr starting out new duties. so whatever lah.
read daily success keys. abt. 'FORGIVENESS' yes. God came in time. all i need is his miracle power.
nope. not giving it up. it's an act of failure. He gave me strenght to continue. forgiveness. it's all i need.
think will have to start all over again.

ok. exams coming. still slacking. actually today GB wanna study. instead turned out to be a gossip session. hahas. opps. God forgive me.

Pastor Benny Hinn's service these two days.
i serve ytd. external traffic. not alot people attended. stood through out.
from 5.45pm to 11pm. legs are so tiring.
i last min then received Aaron's msg. wear formal. i was like OMG!
where to find formal clothes. in the end wore mom's one. look so old lah.
quite lost ytd. dint serve SIS before. dint know where is Logistics, dont know what's what and where's where.
abit fearful. i was greeting people at North enterance. began to study different kind of people.
really interesting. i realized there's a group of people will greet you back when you greet them.
'Father' type, Aunties and Uncles. some mid-ages one. but students wont! hahas.
yts service was fine.

today. really tired from ytd. really. cant get out of bed. kept praying.. until i dont feel tired..
took cab to Jasmine's house. POA tuition. waited for CG come.. for ice-cream party.
took cab to SIS. with Kit Meng and John. we're all serving.
served external traffic again.
today really great experience. same as ytd. also lost. but today get to know more of ushers.
also get to befriended a sercurity. hahas.
was caught in the rain. good thing logistics got umbrella.

um.. how to say.. when i see the man of God. i was.. really.. taken aback.
feared? seeing leaders, i was really saying wow. they're really strict. or say firm.
the Glory of God are upon them. saw 'the tallest guy in CHC' the sercuity head. the usher section IC, so feared man. i really pray i can be like them one day.
svc started at 7pm instead of 7.30pm.
full packed alr. directed people to East Gate.
whoa. it's like from East entrance all the way to 7-11 still got ppl queuing. but cant get in.
quite a few came to North Gate. no choice but to 'chase' them off. got come from Jakata one. a Pastor from KL. dont know is true or not. hearing impact kid. from India. all ard. but still cant get in. talked to them near to 1 hour lah.

we fellowshipped outside the doors. get to know the sercuity more. but i dont know his NAME! hahas.
ard 10+pm. IC asked us to get really. went in with 2 sisters. then i went into the hall.
that time. Pastor Benny was praying. for power.
then i began to worship. saw CHOIR FELL!!! then i proceed to East there. when he said 'TOUCH!' wow. people fell. i really felt it. i jerked back. if i was at the fornt, confirm fall.
he laid hands on Pastor Kong. not really lay hands.. swing hands. wow. can see.. the power of God was so strong.. that even two strong guys held him up, he cant stand at all. WOW. another guy, Pastor Benny swing his hands on him. the FLY back. YES! F.L.Y fly back. he was trembling like dont know what. i dont know who. he said that that guy do something really great.

Pastor Benny prohesied. that Singapore will be the central of healing. coming from CHC. from Pastor Kong. then after that, with encouragement for Pastor Benny, Pastor Kong swing his hands on Choir. can see Pastor Kong cant believed it himself. then Choir was filled with Holy Laughter. WOW. i just fell on my knees without realising i am. really weak. wow. power! it's something like Pastor Mike Connell's deliverance svc. everything ard me was shut off. even when ppl are walking. wow.

i'm going back tmr for more of God! Pastor Benny said ytd it will be times 3 of power of YTD! today was only 2. whoa. tmr serving floor area! believing God for greater Power!!!!

FnN was really sian. first time slp in FnN class. hahas.
Mrs Chatterji says she's very proud abt our class! we did well in the last SS test. whoa 3E4 leh!

After school actually wanna meet Joanna outside sch. but on the way out saw Mr Yap. so shun bian asked him teach me maths. at least i'm getter better in maths already!
Phyllis wanna get PE room key from him. but he lame until want her to say 10 good things abt him. really BHB lor. i listen until laugh like crazy. but i think it's abit bad to ask him teach me, even though he wanna do it. but i think he still stand with me, when somebody asked:" MR YAP! you teach free tuition ar?!" i was like.. okay.. maybe she's right. but he dint even want to answer that person. i really appreciate to have him to teach me maths. i think he teach until pek chek liao. but he's still very patient with me.

played interhouse netball. lost to Burgley team 1. Saleha's team. but next tues still got another match. with Loud Hailer. dont know which house de. rained after our match. continue in hall.
supported the Paramount team 1. they really play well, especially with good defence, good shooter and good center. hahas.
Qian Jun and i appoarched Phyllis. okay. good. another one from CHC. cool. revival is on HIS way.

i cant get into MSN. dont know why. sian lor. i am currently reading this book: Another Look At Faith. i just realise that it's not general faith. i have to seek Him in what i want. what i want to see. like SC. i have to do something abt it. but i've allowed my heart to be harden towards it. dont know how liao. interview on mon and thurs. hmm. i think i'll seem to be saying things that it isnt true. opposite words. dont know. see how. wanna ask Dharshini tmr again. i know what her answer will be. but still wanna try. i dont wanna spend my another 1 and 1/2 year doing something that i dont like.

um.. dont feel like blogging. but nothing to do. so blog.
ytd PM only got kit meng and i. so sad. after PM went Bugis.
Kit Meng and Elijah went SMU for POS. good thing i dint join.
together with Joanna, we shopped bugis street. not much ppl there. bought super cheap clothes.
not for me. hahas.

today. slpt in English lesson. so sian lah. nothing to do one. so i PI MU YANG SHEN. then mr chen keep 'waking' me up lah. sian. PE ran 3 rounds. like HUH. staminar not so good liao. hahas. dont know how to complete 2.4km. i like the assembly today. quite cool. Lamix look totally like a gal can. even though she's much of a tom-boy. Suju also can dance man. hahas.

the rehersal for investiture is like shit can. but the sec 2s are really sweet. cheers me up. hahas.
but i think abit bad lah. their first time doing investiture and 3rd time with us only.. make them sweat so much. hais. let them relax abit people also not happy. ok. fine.
so sorry Alphonso. shouted at you. sorry. it was meant to be playing lah.

i dont want to go for interview. or in fact i dont even want to go for investiture. ok. whatever.
He's my strenght, my source. walking blindly with Him in this. He's taking my finger. not my hand. so not so sure where is where.

okays! this week Benny Hinn coming. wow. heard alot of him. i wanna see him perform miracles.
i wanna see God moving in miracles! hahas. whoa. excited.

wah.. my heart now super pain lah. i meant physical pain. think got long term heart attack liao. sian.
anyway, left house quite late today..but still can reach sch in time. hahas. lessons very boring lor. especially POA. chem got test. dont know how to do. copy from ikhsan. hahas.
stupid home econs lah. keep kana scolding from the cher. nothing to do with me also scold me. siao.
alot people nv go the pet rocket lor. keep kana scolding from cindy lim and ang choo guan. dumb lah. keep scolding me stupid. like they very clever liddat. got to get into the field and mess ard. like shit can. launch the rocket the water keep splashing onto me. then stupid cindy. keep hplding on to me lah. then other grp launch the water pratically pour everything on me. ARGH!
also dont know why. i'm the most dirty one lah. all the water and the grass all over me. i go home on bus so paiseh.

stupid vanessa and jia juan. keep ms tan use my name.. over the speaker. like the whole staff room can hear lah. but heard that also very funny. ms tan pratically came running out and nv see me. hahas.

i wanna blog abt ytd.
i was preparing to go out alr. then john SMS-ed me.
great. accompany him go expo. his reporting time is 3pm. mine is 2.30pm.
he still walk so slow. coz me to be late. hahas.

served external traffic. at MRT station there. so hot lah. but ok lah. got tree. hahas
many many people jay-walk. hahas. all wanna become jay cho.
my IC really dumb lor. asked me walk back to MRT station while i'm near the zebra crossing there.
IC: you like to stand there issit?
Me: ok lah.
IC: ok then. since you like it then go back stand with them. fellowship lor
dumb lah. i walk all the way back then she asked me walk back. hahas. she really funny sia.
stand from 3pm all the way to 5+pm.. stand until service start. Sherman stand until leg gonna break. and i still happily standing there. hahas. i need to say millions of sorry to the grass. hahas.
go back to hall 8 look for OIC. Juan Juan. asked we all go tunnel 3 and come out during the last song. of cos..continue standing. no seats for USHERS! drama not that funny liao. but still great. i really admire Pst Kong. can preach the same thing 5 times! wow.
we all went out during last song. then told to serve back same section. argh! ok lor. great.
today whole CG de usher all do external trafiic. hahas. John, Sherman and I go eat snake before serving. hahas. go hall 7. same thing, Sherman and i brought the same thing to eat. he eat until the whole mouth on fire. hahas. but we love it.
again, stand at MRT there. not alot people came. stand there ard 30 mins only. still got blessings from Desmond. muahaha. MILO and some sweets.

Asked to go back to hall 8 again. on the way passed by hall 7. then saw Cindy. go in say hi.
Cindy: eh. you all dont need serve meh? y here?
Sherman: aiya. we eat snake mah. then saw you come in say hi.
Cindy: hahas
Terence pop out from no where.
Terence: nice or not?!( he was wearing a pair of sunglasses from the stall)
Sherman: you buy already ar. quite nice.
Terence: no lah. not yet. see how first. i just walk here lor.
Cindy: whoa. you walk here liddat. later they say you steal ar.
(the glasses stall and they location we where standing was quite a distance.
Offered them sweets that Desmond blessed.

Juan Juan asked we all to fill up seats at Echo. hais. really can see not alot people come. Kit Meng and Ariel served for the 3rd service. which was this one.
some how. just felt the anxiety of Pastor. he was really really disracted while preaching. he indirectly say people who are using HP. and walking as well. this service is not like some other normal service where people are engrossed into the word. i scan across the hall. alot empty seats here and there. people walking abt. hais. what is this man. they cant even at least have some respect for new friends, for God, for Pastor, for us.

those ushers that filled in seats went out to serve external traffic again. during altar call. we opened the doors and usher people out. hahas. ard 10 plus then go in hall again. thought can go back liao. but we were asked to do recycling. hahas. many many fun and stupid things happened lah. Usher Ministry is so fun and interesting. starting to like it alr.
Juliana: hey. you not sitting this seat alr rite?
usher: nope.
Juliana: yay. i very good de.. i help you seat.
then she carry the chairs to another recycling table. LAME LAH.
still got..
Si Jia came back from serving. she's an IC. btw, Juliana also IC.
Si Jia: yay! let me join in the fun!
usher: you join in then not fun le. you do recycling urself lah. fun or not. hahas
Si Jia: boohoo. nvm! it's still fun!
then she go take some more bulletins for recycling.

until abt 10.30pm liddat. OIC asked we all the stop recycling. HUH?! got liddat one ar. stop recycling? first time. coz hall gonna close liao. then chase we all out. hahas. we packed up.. do some small things here and there, like keep table, pack counsellor pack and stuff. then Wen Jie asked.
Wen Jie: who still dont wanna go back?
usher: i still dont want
Wen Jie: then you help me go wipe the container.
usher: huh... then dont want liao. byebye.
Wen Jie: oi. got liddat one meh. hahas.

Kit Meng, Belinda and i go pasir ris eat. who knows, white sand close liao. only got MAC. no choice but to eat. the whole day nv eat. like fasting. eat until 12am. then go 88 bustop. realised the last bus went off liao. sian. walked out to bustop. actually wanna take cab de. but realise got 89 to take. then take lor. quite fast. next time can take 89. hahas.

Cindy told Sherman and I a story while we were eating snake.
when she was 15 or 16, her bro was meditating. then she wanna di siao her bro. so she took prawn cracker. and she call out. GOR! you wanna eat for not. her bro nv answer her. then she broke the prawn cracker and put on his hand. then her bro opened one eye.
he said: what?!
Cindy: oh. i wanna share with you mah.
Cindy's bro: dont want lah!
Cindy: oh. okay. bye bye!

i think this is going to be a long one.
woke up at 12pm today, waken up by Wah Ju's call.
i queued up for CG today. only me. we sat at Charlie Terreces last row. whoa. really 'nice view'
but quite distracted. coz downstairs logistics area there alot movement.
i reached into hall then serve. today was still alright. alot people came in and settle down quickly. except for some lah. good thing i dont need take attendance. haha. it's the worst part of ushering. opps

i'm totally in love with the drama. it's so cool. jia you drama team! there's still 4 services!
i was looking out for Yong Wei. but dint see him at all. then i thought Carter was him. hahas.
the Giraffe very funny. two of them. drama members walked on silts. Cindy says they like lame people. cant walk properly. initally i tot they got walking sticks. but Cindy reminded me giraffe have 4 legs. hahas
i love the satan so much. i mean the one acting as satan. he's so funny can. he brought a real snake on stage. and he fell while walking. hahas..
then got one song. the edited it from a pop music.
so cool.

i love the church's carnival. always can look out for familiar faces. spotted a few today. and to my surprise, my sec 1, Abigail is from CC. Kit Meng's 3 friend from BB very cute. went for dinner with them. we walk like Kit Meng and i bring 3 kids along. they tot we're an item. hahas. so funny. if let that person know, sure jealous.

on the way home, chatted with him quite abit. update ourselves with each other. i think what he says is really true. we cant give up in God. cant give up in the Son of the Living. hang on. then we talked abt SGS harvesters. bigger dreams coming up. he wanna write at book. naming: The Master Piece Of God. hahas. cool. but he got title no content. dots?! hahas. he got reason coming up with this title one ok..

then i was washing shoes. so sian. many thoughts came up. or say revelation?
i want SGS harvesters to unite as one. like what our Pastors did in the past. bring in revival into SGS. reaching out to GB as well..
i thought of having a GB stugy group twice every week. 3 birds with one stone. hahas. firstly we can study together. secondly we can unite together, getting to know each other more. thirdly, can have more chances to reach out. i wanna let the girls know that it isnt just a CCA. but it's a family in Christ. but i think so much also no use. provided Angeline approve. she like everything see me not happy. pin pointing against me.
aiya. whatever it is, she's stepping down soon. hahas. abit evil.

i serving tmr! again! both services. hope that i wont take an area alone. scared! but the peace of God shall be upon me. i wanna serve God not just in usher ministry. but in Cell Group, in GB, in studies, in Student Council. i will be an effective witness of Christ. no matter what odds are against me.

i was flipping through my old sermon note book. and i found a page. and reminded me alot. about N302, about promises of God. once in CGM, Terence, my ex-CGL. prohesied that i'll do great things in the Lord. and looking back, many things had happened, i've went through PO, went through many trails and tribulations. but i thank God that there's a spiritual family that is always there with me. my church, my CG, christians ard me. but above all, i kmow that Go is my sheperd! my life now and then, it's so different. i've found my meaning in God, my existance, my destiny. i love JESUS!

wah. ytd was super sian. after so long it's the first time i nv slp in class. hahas.
got training workshop with UNCLE SANATH. hmm, dont know why, even though he's there, i still dont like it. it seemed that everything is stagnant. well, at least i've tried my best to do whatever i am needed to do.

i think he's an angel send to me from God. i guess He wants to speak to me through him.
i wanted to tell him long ago, but something is stopping me.. pulling me back, telling me to hang on. but some how, he sms-ed me.. so in a way or another, i told him. i was really curious what will his reaction will be like. but it's out of my expectation. he seemed so gentle? and say..loving? i dont know. difficult to explain. can say that he's one of the best i've ever met. people may appear and go, and i believe he will as well. but this is the time that he's here to bring me up. i love him alot, with the love of Christ.

i am rushing! for 50 bookmarks to be up by FRIDAY! whoo. working non stop. it's good that i got ANTHONY to help me! hahas. thanks ANT! so far not so good for me, but i think it's going to be a breakthrough in CG. the numbers now is more than CHRISTMAS. muahaha. revival!

today speech day. argh! it's total dumb-ness. waited for that guest of honor for like so long.. and he still can go toliet, go HOD room. BB! you all should repent! arent you guys guilty of messing up the room?! and it stinks! hais. dont understand why we must share store room with them. a bunch of messy people. hahas

Profile

Kai Lin
17
21/12/92
City Harvest Church
WR Zone
N346
Temasek Polytechnic
Psychology and Early Childhood Studies!

Tagboard