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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
wow.
I serve an amazing God!
=)
so blessed to have come to know Him.
yup, indeed, God is good.
i can sense and feel a breakthrough that is coming.. real soon!
the 21-day prayer is really good, and it shows how the hand of God is moving in my life!
the CGCs had a powerful and wonderful mtg the day before.
just like a CGM. the CGCs had fun, joy and laughter fellowshiping and enjoying the game that was led by YuZhen. *so many many "butt-tiful" colours!*
and of coz, not only the fun part, it was a deep encounter with God once again.
the remembrance of my FIRST in Him.
learnt a lot from the mtg. gonna put in actions.
i can really see the difference when i was a young believer and now.
being young, i had all the faith to overcome PO.
but now, yes, i've grown from glory to glory. but i think that the Lord wants to test me in this area once again.
No doubt shall set inside me anymore!
Strengthen me when i'm weak, O God.
Not just that, these few days, i've seen in my dreams, that the vision that was given to me, will come to past at the right time.
but more yielding, moulding and breaking is needed.
It's been long, when i've been to a session, that the atmosphere of it is good.
hahas. yup, went to JW church for a session with Pst Jeffery, Senior Pst of Jakarta Praise Community, and tog with True worshippers.
they're great! and Pst Jeffery preached a word, that gave us a lot of revelations.
we were all blown off by it!
Pst Jeffery: "Success is not a success without a successor" WOW.
Just off track abit,
A lesson learnt today: "There's no harm in doing more, but you'll cry in agony if you did less."
SO, do more of what is expected of you.
Trust -> Comfort -> More Trust -> More comfort = Wall of reputation
I serve an amazing God!
=)
so blessed to have come to know Him.
yup, indeed, God is good.
i can sense and feel a breakthrough that is coming.. real soon!
the 21-day prayer is really good, and it shows how the hand of God is moving in my life!
the CGCs had a powerful and wonderful mtg the day before.
just like a CGM. the CGCs had fun, joy and laughter fellowshiping and enjoying the game that was led by YuZhen. *so many many "butt-tiful" colours!*
and of coz, not only the fun part, it was a deep encounter with God once again.
the remembrance of my FIRST in Him.
learnt a lot from the mtg. gonna put in actions.
i can really see the difference when i was a young believer and now.
being young, i had all the faith to overcome PO.
but now, yes, i've grown from glory to glory. but i think that the Lord wants to test me in this area once again.
No doubt shall set inside me anymore!
Strengthen me when i'm weak, O God.
Not just that, these few days, i've seen in my dreams, that the vision that was given to me, will come to past at the right time.
but more yielding, moulding and breaking is needed.
It's been long, when i've been to a session, that the atmosphere of it is good.
hahas. yup, went to JW church for a session with Pst Jeffery, Senior Pst of Jakarta Praise Community, and tog with True worshippers.
they're great! and Pst Jeffery preached a word, that gave us a lot of revelations.
we were all blown off by it!
Pst Jeffery: "Success is not a success without a successor" WOW.
Just off track abit,
A lesson learnt today: "There's no harm in doing more, but you'll cry in agony if you did less."
SO, do more of what is expected of you.
Trust -> Comfort -> More Trust -> More comfort = Wall of reputation
live to fullest! 1:06 AM.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
INSPIRE! WE ARE GETTING STRONGER!
i guess this will be quite a long post.
yup! after the whole camp, i realised that INSPIRE-STRONGER is very different from BREAKAWAY camp. but rather, it's like the 2nd Inspire '07.
This camp, revived my dreams, revived my passion, and most importantly, revived my love for GOD!
there are many things that Jephthah went though tog, and, we emerged as the champion house!
but i still think that all the houses are awesome, and we ought to share this with them. Gideon, Shamgar, Jabez and Jephthah!
Jephthah is the smallest house of all. consisting less than 30ppl. but we're sure united! THE EXPO PPL!
many friendships are forged in the camp. not only within the houses, but also across the houses!
indeed, INSPIRE has inspired me to become stronger. starting as a TL in breakaway, opened up my eyes. it was the first step back then, and INSPIRE has brought me deeper!
unsure of how to lead, or how to be hyper before INSPIRE '08, i tried to do the best i can. i may not be perfect, but with a perfect God, i can do all things!
special thanks to Cindy Koh during Breakaway, that really encourages me to do more the Kingdom of God. i love her!
i still rmb that i cried every night during Breakaway, becoz i felt that i wasnt doing what it was expected of me.
and i also cried every night during INSPIRE-STRONGER, NOT becoz of my low self-esteem, but by the love of God that really touches my heart.
different people tells different stories of INSPIRE-STRONGER. and i do so too.
other than looking at the physical aspect that Jephthah won, the spiritual aspect for this camp is very IMPORTANT for me too.
having a deep desire, longing for a fresh touch from God before the camp, helped me to have a heart of expectancy for the camp. and God never fails to surprise me. =)
God CALLED me, and gave me a dream in INSPIRE '07, and INSPIRE '08 is like a half time break in the midst of everything, to asked me not for forget my Creator. and this ensured me that i'm CHOSEN.
Matt 22:14
"For many are called, but few are chosen."
Kelvin Tan preached on the first session, and the word of God double confirms of what i am doing right now. this is the period of moulding and training. and more is to come. Cynthia ministered to me, and i can feel that power and anointing of God upon me.
Pst Zhuang preached on the 2nd session, and he prayed for the CGCs and desire-to-be CGLs. the word made me realised that God only knocks at the doors of unbelievers, but i will have to seek God by knocking at every door that i can find. He's very difficult to find, but i'll seek Him will all my heart, with all my strength, and with all my soul. this relationship is not just a 1 way channel, but a 2 way channel, between God and me.
the last session was preached by Bee Leng, and it really encouraged me to step out from the "USED TOs" breakaway from the mindset that i had, and look forward.
we had much joy and laughter throughout this camp, and i really love Jephthah 2. being a Team Leader of 10 ppl was enjoyable for me, for i have a team of people that are cooperative and supports me. Alice, Beckie and Cheryl gathered everyone's well wishes and made a card for me. the feeling is unexplainable.
on the first night, we went for night walk at Bukit Timah hill. initially was 4 ppl in a team to walk up tog, but we met the other 2 teams,from Jephthah. we went the wrong route and ended up at a dead end. we walked back and found the Quarry that we're suppose to go to. the road was dark, and unsure of what's in front of us when we take every step.
but God is good, that in the midst of darkness, we saw wonderful things on the way. we may have gone to the wrong routes and wrong paths, but He will lead us back to the destination He wants us to go to. and that sky that we saw that night was very beautiful.
when we all went back to the campsite, Kel and Cyn was at the gates.
i was the last to enter, and Cyn said to me, "God have a wonderful destiny for you." (Cyn and i dont know each other well)
HE saw my heart, for i was crying out to Him, whether are the things i'm doing is what He really wants. and He sent people around to ensure me, and set my heart in peace.
i guess i will never forget, period, for what Kel said to me at the last session.
he said, "KaiLin, RISE UP." he said this firmly.
these 2 words just stamped deeply into my heart. if i put his words for us/me together, it will be like : Rise up, be strong and never give up.
indeed, God ways are higher than my ways, God's thoughts are higher than my thoughts.
He will do exceedingly, abundantly, above all that i can ask or think of.
Praise God.
the camp ended offically at Jurong West Church 4th level.
but it ended for me at the RIVERA.
Shannen said a prayer for me. she's leaving for studies in july.
i'll sure miss my ROLE MODEL!
yup, i really want to thank a few ppl in this camp...
Kelvin, Cindy Koh, Shannen and Cynthia for still believing in me.
Wendy, for lending clothes for me for Haute Couture, =)
Jonanthan and Geraldine, for awesome House I/C,
Rae, who showed me to "smile with a good attitude" even when things are going tough,
and last but not least,
God, who made everything wonderful in my life.
Dan 11:32
"...but the people who know their God shall be strong, and carry out great exploits."
i guess this will be quite a long post.
yup! after the whole camp, i realised that INSPIRE-STRONGER is very different from BREAKAWAY camp. but rather, it's like the 2nd Inspire '07.
This camp, revived my dreams, revived my passion, and most importantly, revived my love for GOD!
there are many things that Jephthah went though tog, and, we emerged as the champion house!
but i still think that all the houses are awesome, and we ought to share this with them. Gideon, Shamgar, Jabez and Jephthah!
Jephthah is the smallest house of all. consisting less than 30ppl. but we're sure united! THE EXPO PPL!
many friendships are forged in the camp. not only within the houses, but also across the houses!
indeed, INSPIRE has inspired me to become stronger. starting as a TL in breakaway, opened up my eyes. it was the first step back then, and INSPIRE has brought me deeper!
unsure of how to lead, or how to be hyper before INSPIRE '08, i tried to do the best i can. i may not be perfect, but with a perfect God, i can do all things!
special thanks to Cindy Koh during Breakaway, that really encourages me to do more the Kingdom of God. i love her!
i still rmb that i cried every night during Breakaway, becoz i felt that i wasnt doing what it was expected of me.
and i also cried every night during INSPIRE-STRONGER, NOT becoz of my low self-esteem, but by the love of God that really touches my heart.
different people tells different stories of INSPIRE-STRONGER. and i do so too.
other than looking at the physical aspect that Jephthah won, the spiritual aspect for this camp is very IMPORTANT for me too.
having a deep desire, longing for a fresh touch from God before the camp, helped me to have a heart of expectancy for the camp. and God never fails to surprise me. =)
God CALLED me, and gave me a dream in INSPIRE '07, and INSPIRE '08 is like a half time break in the midst of everything, to asked me not for forget my Creator. and this ensured me that i'm CHOSEN.
Matt 22:14
"For many are called, but few are chosen."
Kelvin Tan preached on the first session, and the word of God double confirms of what i am doing right now. this is the period of moulding and training. and more is to come. Cynthia ministered to me, and i can feel that power and anointing of God upon me.
Pst Zhuang preached on the 2nd session, and he prayed for the CGCs and desire-to-be CGLs. the word made me realised that God only knocks at the doors of unbelievers, but i will have to seek God by knocking at every door that i can find. He's very difficult to find, but i'll seek Him will all my heart, with all my strength, and with all my soul. this relationship is not just a 1 way channel, but a 2 way channel, between God and me.
the last session was preached by Bee Leng, and it really encouraged me to step out from the "USED TOs" breakaway from the mindset that i had, and look forward.
we had much joy and laughter throughout this camp, and i really love Jephthah 2. being a Team Leader of 10 ppl was enjoyable for me, for i have a team of people that are cooperative and supports me. Alice, Beckie and Cheryl gathered everyone's well wishes and made a card for me. the feeling is unexplainable.
on the first night, we went for night walk at Bukit Timah hill. initially was 4 ppl in a team to walk up tog, but we met the other 2 teams,from Jephthah. we went the wrong route and ended up at a dead end. we walked back and found the Quarry that we're suppose to go to. the road was dark, and unsure of what's in front of us when we take every step.
but God is good, that in the midst of darkness, we saw wonderful things on the way. we may have gone to the wrong routes and wrong paths, but He will lead us back to the destination He wants us to go to. and that sky that we saw that night was very beautiful.
when we all went back to the campsite, Kel and Cyn was at the gates.
i was the last to enter, and Cyn said to me, "God have a wonderful destiny for you." (Cyn and i dont know each other well)
HE saw my heart, for i was crying out to Him, whether are the things i'm doing is what He really wants. and He sent people around to ensure me, and set my heart in peace.
i guess i will never forget, period, for what Kel said to me at the last session.
he said, "KaiLin, RISE UP." he said this firmly.
these 2 words just stamped deeply into my heart. if i put his words for us/me together, it will be like : Rise up, be strong and never give up.
indeed, God ways are higher than my ways, God's thoughts are higher than my thoughts.
He will do exceedingly, abundantly, above all that i can ask or think of.
Praise God.
the camp ended offically at Jurong West Church 4th level.
but it ended for me at the RIVERA.
Shannen said a prayer for me. she's leaving for studies in july.
i'll sure miss my ROLE MODEL!
yup, i really want to thank a few ppl in this camp...
Kelvin, Cindy Koh, Shannen and Cynthia for still believing in me.
Wendy, for lending clothes for me for Haute Couture, =)
Jonanthan and Geraldine, for awesome House I/C,
Rae, who showed me to "smile with a good attitude" even when things are going tough,
and last but not least,
God, who made everything wonderful in my life.
Dan 11:32
"...but the people who know their God shall be strong, and carry out great exploits."
live to fullest! 2:28 PM.
Friday, June 06, 2008
hahas!
what's in SCONES that is not in STONES?
lol
if you ever what scones looks like...
and.. YAY! i'm done with Prayer Handbook!
was late for deadline lar.. but i had some grace...
yea.
like what yunting says, must have SOE(spirit of excellence)!
hahas.
what's in SCONES that is not in STONES?
lol
if you ever what scones looks like...
and.. YAY! i'm done with Prayer Handbook!
was late for deadline lar.. but i had some grace...
yea.
like what yunting says, must have SOE(spirit of excellence)!
hahas.
live to fullest! 3:12 AM.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Praise the Lord!
Bless the Lord!
I'm excited in my spirit right now.
the more i pray, the more i want to pray. haha.
it's really a previlledge to do the prayer handbook. =)
though John cant help me due to his camp, but i'm still thankful for cgcs like Joanna, kit meng and desmond for staying up so late with me.
they maybe tired, but they chose to serve the Lord. Thank You guys! You're being greatly appreciated! God sees your effort!
Desmond-get well soon!
Jasper-do well for your exams! glorify God!
N346-more friends!
yea, in the mean time, i also feel a little burden for the cg regarding Inspire Youth Camp.
only less than 5 days away from camp, but our overall attendance is not that good.
Given that we can bring lots of friends for our single outreaches in, i believe that we can do better than this for Inspire Camp.
and! John Goh is the finalist for Manhunt. so gotta support him!
and during these few days, i've decided to be a "DA BU SI DE ZHANG LANG" (which what Shannen Low and Wah Ju says) lol.
each time, i'm going from glory to glory for the kingdom of God.
and just today, irene told me: "BE AN ASSET! DONT BE AN LIABILITY!"
if you take accounts, you will know what it means.
i want to add on, to be someone useful, being a tool for others. dont want to be an burden to others.
like what Pst Phil says: "After each trials and tribulations, the glory of God will be greater upon you"
i shall not be discourage or emotional. i may cry before the Lord, but i will choose to hang on to Him and rely on His strength.
Bless the Lord!
I'm excited in my spirit right now.
the more i pray, the more i want to pray. haha.
it's really a previlledge to do the prayer handbook. =)
though John cant help me due to his camp, but i'm still thankful for cgcs like Joanna, kit meng and desmond for staying up so late with me.
they maybe tired, but they chose to serve the Lord. Thank You guys! You're being greatly appreciated! God sees your effort!
Desmond-get well soon!
Jasper-do well for your exams! glorify God!
N346-more friends!
yea, in the mean time, i also feel a little burden for the cg regarding Inspire Youth Camp.
only less than 5 days away from camp, but our overall attendance is not that good.
Given that we can bring lots of friends for our single outreaches in, i believe that we can do better than this for Inspire Camp.
and! John Goh is the finalist for Manhunt. so gotta support him!
and during these few days, i've decided to be a "DA BU SI DE ZHANG LANG" (which what Shannen Low and Wah Ju says) lol.
each time, i'm going from glory to glory for the kingdom of God.
and just today, irene told me: "BE AN ASSET! DONT BE AN LIABILITY!"
if you take accounts, you will know what it means.
i want to add on, to be someone useful, being a tool for others. dont want to be an burden to others.
like what Pst Phil says: "After each trials and tribulations, the glory of God will be greater upon you"
i shall not be discourage or emotional. i may cry before the Lord, but i will choose to hang on to Him and rely on His strength.
live to fullest! 1:49 AM.
Monday, June 02, 2008
It's been long, since i've blogged.
heng hui complained that my blog is starting to rot alr.
so i decided to post something here. hahas
i'm so glad, that O's Chinese is over.
i've done my best, and i believe that God will do the rest.
and it's HOLIDAYS!
well, there much to do in this holidays.
many many events. so excited.
just last week, our cg went to escape theme park for outing.
apparently, it rained. but we still had a great fellowship!
and right now, there's <21-day prayer>, which i believe that thru this season,
many of our members will grow deeper with God. BREAKTHROUGH is going to come!
and yup! it's once again, INSPIRE YOUTH CAMP!
this time round, we're getting stronger.
going to MOE dairy farm campsite for the camp.
and i'm really honored to have the previlledge to be a team leader. AGAIN! =)
i'm going to learn how to lead better, and not going to let the past stand in my way!
ALL ARE VERY ENCOURAGED TO GO FOR INSPIRE YOUTH CAMP! camp-X as well. =)
it's gonna be a life changing camp, believe me! i've been thru it before. hahas
and this time round, it's going from glory to glory!
for the next few days, it's gonna be fun!
planning for FOOD EATING COMPETITION for cg this coming sat, and we're going to have our very own personalized (N346 PRAYER BOOKLET)! in conjuction to the <21-day prayer>
june is not a good month for slacking. but! it's gonna be the best month yet!
be it spiritual, mental, emotional, physical, it's gonna be good!
though there may be more intensity, but i'll definitely find JOY in the midst of serving!
Add more Values! BUILT TO LAST!
heng hui complained that my blog is starting to rot alr.
so i decided to post something here. hahas
i'm so glad, that O's Chinese is over.
i've done my best, and i believe that God will do the rest.
and it's HOLIDAYS!
well, there much to do in this holidays.
many many events. so excited.
just last week, our cg went to escape theme park for outing.
apparently, it rained. but we still had a great fellowship!
and right now, there's <21-day prayer>, which i believe that thru this season,
many of our members will grow deeper with God. BREAKTHROUGH is going to come!
and yup! it's once again, INSPIRE YOUTH CAMP!
this time round, we're getting stronger.
going to MOE dairy farm campsite for the camp.
and i'm really honored to have the previlledge to be a team leader. AGAIN! =)
i'm going to learn how to lead better, and not going to let the past stand in my way!
ALL ARE VERY ENCOURAGED TO GO FOR INSPIRE YOUTH CAMP! camp-X as well. =)
it's gonna be a life changing camp, believe me! i've been thru it before. hahas
and this time round, it's going from glory to glory!
for the next few days, it's gonna be fun!
planning for FOOD EATING COMPETITION for cg this coming sat, and we're going to have our very own personalized (N346 PRAYER BOOKLET)! in conjuction to the <21-day prayer>
june is not a good month for slacking. but! it's gonna be the best month yet!
be it spiritual, mental, emotional, physical, it's gonna be good!
though there may be more intensity, but i'll definitely find JOY in the midst of serving!
Add more Values! BUILT TO LAST!
live to fullest! 1:10 AM.
